I lost someone very special to me because of my behavior… I mean i behaved like a child whenever i talked to her… But i was so so happy when we talked… I just kept telling her… I love you… I love you… And she got really irritated… And she is in a relationship now… I really feel terrible… I just didn’t want to loose her… She has blocked me from everywhere so I can’t contact her… I feel low in confidence… I just don’t feel like living anymore… Its like she was my everything… She was my reason to live… And now she is gone… I told her she can be in relationship with anyone but just don’t leave me… But she didn’t listen… I can’t live without her… I loved her with all what I had… With all my heart and soul… But I lost her only and only because of me… I feel really really terrible… I can’t think of anything else… I just think about her and regret that I lost her… It feels really bad… I can’t do any work… Nor can I eat… What should I do