I lost my mother in the second wave of COVID. Since then I’ve been toxic with everyone around me. My boyfriend left me because I was too negative. He came at my home and told my grieving dad that I need a mental asylum. However, I’m still attached to that guy. And this love/hate is eating me alive. I’ve attempted suicide twice.
Luke @lizzyhere
hey i am so sorry for your loss, but just fuck that guy (sorry foe the language)
i know you truly need love and care this time and so you were finding it in people around you and so you still want him. but if he can’t understand you in your worst he doesn’t deserve you. after all you lost the most important person you are left with is your father, that guy is not even valuing him, still you want him ? NO babe
suicide is not an option, make a good life for yourself and the family you have now, you can’t bring her back but you can give a hand for making up the family and home she nurished with her love! keep it and yourself alive
do all the things you promised to her that you’ll do. rather then running behind a stupid guy who is just making your already broken like more worst
built it up again!
much love for you <3
