I live through the trauma everyday. I cry even at the slightest thing. Everyone expects me to be fine but I am not. They think I am lazy and making things up but I am not because they haven’t lived my life I have. And I dont know what to do. i am so scared and helpless. My family keeps torturing me by treating me like I am lying. But I am not. I am in great pain. Cant they even understand that. I try really hard to get better but Its not working. I cant stop the tears. I feel bad almost evey second of my life. I just want a break from everything. I just want to be left alone for a while but they keep pressuring me to take a job. I am in so much pain. I don’t know what to do. Am I that bad.
what happened??
Hey, I hope you’re okay! I too, am in a similar spot. Things aren’t easy. I completely understand the fact that you’re trying your best. Keep on trying. But you have to understand something, your biggest support is yourself. No one else. I’m sure you have family and friends who care, and aren’t treating you like a crazy person. But if you ever feel low, just remember, you are a human being first, before you are anything else. It’s okay to feel this way, things get better, time is everything. Keep going at it! Keep going in life!