I liked a boy who was in love with someone else and that was actually flirty with everyone. He made me fall in love with him and then told everyone that he was in love with someone else and after that a lot of things happened which is a really long story
So letβs jump into the main partβ¦ After a year a lot of things changed he told me that he loved me but obviously I didnβt believe him and after a lot of trial he finally convinced me to date him. He said he would change he wonβt repeat the same mistakes again but I was unsure of him so I just decided to date him but it wasnβt official. but a lot of things happened in between. He stole my first kiss. But after that another guy walled in my life whom I used to have a huge crush on and my date already knew about me having a crush on him but it was all in the past now. So my ex crush and i became very good friends and my non official bf didnβt like that so he told me about it and assured him that i wonβt go back to my crush so he doesnβt have to worry. But then there were a lot of things happened in between for which we didnβt see eachother that often. So now this guy, my non official bf told somebody else that he is confused nowβ¦ He like me as well as that girl, his 1st crush. So when i heard that, i confronted him and he asked me with tears in his eyes , βDo you like him?β I denied it but then all our friends told both of us to clear everything out and there he said that , The other girl is really friendly and tells him everything while i am egoistic and never tells him anything. And lemme tell you, this guy know everything about my life from A to Z. And he told that i never tell him anything.
I donβt what he wanted from me but his words crushed me. This whole time he treated me like an option. He just thought I liked my ex crush and without even asking me or conforming it, he went back to his ex crushβ¦
I just wanna cry right now
I miss him
I wanna talk to him
I want him to love me but my heart cannot love him backβ¦
nobody @n0_user
Just cry
First things first just cry and let it all out. Try to speak with him, if u r sure that u r calmed down. Tell him that you wanted to speak with for last time and vent about how you feel and also about the trust that a person should have in a relationship and give him his time. If he doesnβt reply then take a break from everything for now and focus on ur career girl. I know itβs so damn hard. But try for ur sake. Sending u my biggest hugs. Love and light to you. ππ