i like you but i don`t want to fall in love but I already did  👉👈and i know you already have the special someone sooooooooooooo i just regard you as my brother cus you take care of me like your own sister eventho you are the last child🤗😌😊🍃🍃💝

Then either leave him or get stuck in a state of confusion...

Love

my best friend passed away 2 months ago. she was everything. she always supported me and was always there for me at my worst. i don’t know how to deal with this sort of pain it is too much to bare. i cannot show that i’m sad or fall weak because i have my parents to take care of. i have nobody to talk to about this. as a man all i hear is get over it you need to move forward. but how can i do so when i dreamed of her being there beside me at every step. 

Depression

Why do I feel annoyance that he chose her instead of me?

Anger Issues

I wanna leave my job

Work

I really need a good friend to whom I can share everything
Anyone interested please DM 
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3am Thoughts

I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years , my first the everything and yes it wasn’t perfect due to me getting abused physically/emotionally where I felt exhausted at times where I’d want to leave but loved him too much . It gotten more harder due to me finding out I was pregnant at the age of 17 in April. Yes we were excited but the only one who was scared about the future was me because he was unpredictable, I have a lot of trust issues with him due to his past and scared that he would betray me again while pregnant than I’d be a single parent , it’s my worst fear. Right night I’m not in the best mental state right now. Everyday I’ve been stressed and crying countless of nights by the way he disrespects/treats me. There were only two times he’d gotten out of control and put his hands on me. The first time was hitting me on the head and the second time was throwing me down. I don’t know what to do . I have no family nor friends to communicate this with because I’ve came to them countless of time where they’re tired of hearing of it. I just feel like it’s hard because this is my babies father . The person who makes me feel calm and safe but at the same time this person can be the most heartless person to me which I don’t understand. I don’t know what to do because we live with each other due to my family problems, I feel alone constantly because he goes off far to basketball tournaments or work and when he comes back he’s happy and I make him mad . This is causing me to stress so much where I don’t think life is worth living. I just thought it would be helpful to talk to someone other than people who would judge me but understand because at this point I don’t know what to do with life anymore 


Stress

I feel depressed and confused.  A guy I've been friends w and rekindled our relationship 3 yrs ago blocked me 7 months ago bc he got a random girl pregnant. So it went to texting everyday and seeing him off and on in person (he lives 3 hrs away) to being blocked bc i blew up at him. It killed me. He called me yesterday and talked for an hour to chat about his issues w life oh and to tell me that during this summer he started dating his neighbor and its the only good thing that came out of 2020. I was speechless and he tells me he missed our friendship and he feels like we could tell each each other anything and doesn't want to change that. I told him to basically f off. But it hurts so bad. In April he told me he loved me and we were in constant communication and now this??? Why would he call to tell me this crap and then he got mad when I told him to f off. I'm so upset and I think about him so much. Any men out there that can help me with this? Why did he all of a sudden call to talk like we used to and then say oh BTW my new gf is great but I really miss our friendship and how can u just walk away from it?   I'm so confused!

Relationships

I feel anxious most of the time during the day. It's not intense, but I feel like my heartbeats are going faster than usual and I feel little scared without any reason. I feel sad at the same time. I get frustrated very often so I try to remain quite before people around me. I wasn't supposed to be like this. 😞

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