I lay down on the bathroom floor a lot and I think I fell asleep this time. I’m sure my dad found me and he was asking me if I’m telling him the truth. Thing is I don’t know what I said or what he saw.

I lay down there so I can calm down bc I don’t have my own room

Confusion

Anyone upp?

3am Thoughts

Sad and Lonely

Feeling really sad and helpless rn. My best friend, one friend in so many years who felt real, who i could be free with , i loved being with them, and unknowingly i had made them my safe place. Compared to last 4 years, they are acting very differently now in these past few weeks. Maybe or maybe not they've done things that upset me, and being upset on top of being an overthinker is tiring. The change was too sudden in them, and i feel like I've already lost them. Their way of talking, behaving around me, i feel like I'm getting toyed around, I might be oberracting. But it feels even more lonely, even more sadness now. We've both been struggling with a lot of issues and problems together these years, now it just feels like I'm left alone in the void, to fend all by myself. There isn't the comfort of a cushion i had earlier. This is crazy, idk what to do  

Friends

I'm feeling a bit down and I want to feel strong somehow.

Compassion

This might be so random, but since I thought about it I can't get my head out of it.
What's the gender? Like, really.
It's a social construction to give us an identification. I get it. But nowadays I see this concept break the standars of just "women and men" and be more like nonbinary and etc and this just makes me wonder.
What's really being a woman? What's being a man? What's being a nonbinary, binary, etc? I get the biological part and thag only exist two, but what's really FEEL those genders? Where's the wall of stereotypes and sexism? Isn't it like... all the construction of the gender just really a stereotype?
Think about it. We're humans, we're different and unique. Is it even possible to even... feel a gender as a one simple unity? What's gender besides an identification? I'm a woman, but why? Even if I identify as other gender, my question remains the same.
I can't say what it feels to be a certain gender bc I don't know what it is really. I don't think such a thing exist? But yeah I'm talking about myself, I can't tell what it is for others.
I'm a woman bc society told me so and I felt comfortable with it, more easy to identify myself and stuff but honestly I couldn't care less if you refer me like chair you know
My native language (spanish) uses pronouns to everything, so its one of the things that made me question why.
I'm just thinking about this. I think is normal to question knowing I'm still a teen. Then again, this is my point of view and I'm sorry if I said something wrong. I'm totally open to know what y'all think about this!

Other

ok so like, my boyfriend always ends up cancelling plans. like we're in same college, he stays kinda far but when we make plans for meeting, he always ends up cancelling them the next day by giving reasons. Just like yesterday, we had pre-decided (saturday) to meet for a cute date(on Monday) but later on he bailed at last moment saying he forgot to tell that he had some work. I'm so pissed by this but also tired.  

Boyfriend

what makes you feel emotionally safe?

Mental Wellbeing

How do you like to be comforted when you're sad or angry?

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