I know this relationship is toxic, i know he is emotional abusive yet i stay. He is miles away now but control he has, his ego remains the same. I remain not important, i remain a hobby or something. My cry for emotional help goes unheard. God, i have to beg someone to treat me right and he still won’t. Don’t know what i did to deserve this.
I know i should walk away, i know it better than anyone ever could but why the fuck am i unable to do so