Himanshu batra @himansh
I just want to share everything whatโs going in my head and how I m feeling โฆAnyone who would like to hear and guide me โฆplease Text me !
Iโm here if you need!
Himanshu batra @himansh
Hii thanks for this
Absolutely! I deal with a lot of intrusive thoughts too and I find listening to music can help if you want to block them out!๐
Himanshu batra @himansh
You may get me or may be u wonโt get me โฆ
I am a person who loves travelling and exploring โฆ Recently I went on a trip to Chitkul - Indiaโs last village with one of my friendโฆitโs been 1.5 years of my breakup and I m not able to get over her โฆI have a folder of her with around 1000 pics and i everyday go through it โฆI just dnt know why she affects me so much โฆshe dnt even think about me and she dnt even care if i think abt her or not โฆI just dnt know what to do โฆyesterday she told me she was about to come in relationship with someone last month โฆhonestly it hurted me as if how can she get so close with some one elseโฆit was a 2 year relationship of us about โฆwe did a trip together also โฆbut now itโs like she dnt even think abt me โฆ
Last we met on 7 may 2021 โฆ
Since then I havenโt met her โฆI feel so happy just by seeing her
This is painfulโฆ Similar experience with me
Himanshu batra @himansh
Yess itโs like whyyy even after 1.5 yrs โฆher one pic her one smile her one look is like a beautiful take for me
Himanshu batra @himansh
You are a male or female ?? โฆbcz if u r female I dnt think so u ll get me โฆshe also didnโt understand why I explained to herโฆ
I am a female, however, I really do get this, but I experienced it at a really young age and it still affects me to this day. So My best friend, my crush, my whole heart, he got cancer, and unfortunately, he didnโt make it through. And there is really nothing that will help you get over it. It has been over a decade since he died, and there are still some days where all I want to do is cry. There will be days like that for so so long, but as time goes on, other people will come to help fill that hole in your heart. It will never go away, but it will get less painful over time. Iโm so so so sorry youโve had to go through this. And I get it. But donโt forget that it will get less painful over time. If you want a less long road to recovery, maybe find someone else who loves traveling and exploring, or even post something on a platform asking about people who are also traveling to a certain area and ask if theyโd mind a travelling companion, just get out into the world. It helped me, and it might help you, but I canโt promise anything. Ultimately this journey is yours and you can choose to keep wallowing or decide that life is way to short and go out end experience life to itโs fullest.
Himanshu batra @himansh
Yeah thanks โค๏ธ
Himanshu batra @himansh
You travel ??
Karan Pareek @olympus
Even i wanna share can someone hear
Himanshu batra @himansh
Yes here I am โฆ!