I just want to fall for someone again..
It's been toxic but i want someone to look at ..i get cheesey with this stuff but i really want someone who gaf why am doing rn ..
Bcz noone Cares rn i want to move out of here jaipur because I really want a good college lifee but nothing goes good idk why to think abt

3am Thoughts

Whats your favorite show/movie?

I am paranoid of this since very long. I had a online friend a year back we talked for few times only, like a couple of months something. Then I left the app, later didn't he text, nor me. I thought he was lying to me for my attention. But still I feel maybe he was going through tough times.
It was something about a girl ig and mental health.
Still I want to know how's he doing? Nothing much. I hope he is happy. I really want to know or may be talk. But maybe he don't remember me. 
Ughh

Friends

I am feeling exhausted today, I started an internship but that internship is more like a multi faceted job which pays me too less and I am so tired and feel so much pressure,I don't have time to do anything, not even netflix, my parents are not supportive of my internship/job so I gotta do extra housework to compensate and I am just super mentally exhausted and wish for a vacation. I want to quit my internship, but what do I tell my boss, I feel like I am so stupid no one else will hire me, I don't know what to do 

Family

“I have no regrets in my life. I think that everything happens to you for a reason. The hard times that you go through build character, making you a much stronger person.” 

Hustle

Idk who needs to hear this but pointing out someone's insecurities is not cool! Today someone is like "omg you look so much better without specs", bitch wearing specs is not an option for me! Then couple of weeks back I just entered my house after about 1 year then someone was like "omg you lost half of your hairs they used to be so thick", like I didn't even know this if you didn't have reminded me. Then someone was like "omg you got so many pimples".I know and I'm already dealing with this! We're real human with real flaws! Nobody is perfect. And we've so many other priorities than just looking good!

Body Positivity

So just now our PM was having conversations with students and tips and stuff. I sat with my uncle and brother to watch it. And during the whole time I was crying in a corner silently I don't know why. He really said good things and it was meaningful. But I was sobbing without knowing the reason just crying silently so that no one can see me and they didn't. 
Any thing anyone knows about it. 
I am a 17 year old student .

What if you find a friend and lover in one person >>> ?

Acquaintance

I am honestly so done with everything and everyone, l don't think l am meant for relationships or friendship. Idk if l am selfish or people around me are. I just want genuine people to talk to without getting involved in any drama. I have so much inside me because l can't open up to anyone, my friends give me strange vibes and when l want a relationship the person is either not ready to commit or the person l don't want a relationship with and just want to remain friends with tells me that he's fallen for me head over heels and tells me how is life is so sad and he never gets anything he wants when l say l am not ready for one. This is just so overwhelming. Am l not fit to exist or am l just toxic? I hate to feel lonely and over burdened at the same time

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