I just want to be that someone who is not stressing other person's problems. I'm tired of being kind. I'm tired of being tired. I just wanna rest forever.

Exhausted

So confused right now ,so much work and I am feeling so lazy no motivation to work I don't feel to do anything. Inside, my heart is crying, mouth is dry and my hands are sweating. I wish I could cry but I couldn't something is choking in my throat, dam nervous.

Stress

This is my sea

Anxiety

Anytime you find yourself giving more energy than you receive, STEP BACK

Self Love

WARNING this has spoilers for the movie 'Spanglish'

Flor doesn't end up with Adam Sandler's character? Wtf? It's heartbreaking! Does anyone out there prefer the philosophical endings to the happy ones?

Life

I think my biggest problem is that i care too much. I care to much of what people think of me, my actions, my comments, my behaviour and everything. Specially the people who i consider close to me, their opinion means alot to me. I prioritise them over me and my problems. But in this process u don't realise that i am no where near their top priorities. While i am thinking about their problems all day i ignore my own problems. I have a friend who has a hard time with her family, she often calls me at night not to talk just to cry and just have someone there for her. And i appreciate it, i like that she can trust me and that she knows that I'm always here for her, but i guess i ignore the fact that I'm also in the middle of an anxiety attack during the same time, i supress my tears so that i don't make her feel worse while hurting myself in the process. I know it's wrong, and ig it's probably selfish of me to even post this but i don't know.
And the feeling that no one actually gives a shit about me is always there. I am always here for my friends whenever they wanna talk but are they gonna be their for me? Am i as important to them as they are for me? Cause i really don't feel like it...

Lonely

Yes I'm 19 now and no I'm not lucky, i am unlucky yes most of people say I'm lucky and everytime they just see I have advantage in my life ,
Yes i have advantage but still I'm not lucky or anything
People of my age are in 2nd year of clg rn 
But you know I'm facing the problems more than them 
Ssly I'm mentally not ok 
Always overthinking about future and myself how I'm gonna make it 
Everyday i think should i quit and at same time i say no 
I have to surpass my limits if i want to be that future person i need to work now
Sometimes I'm ok with rain sometimes i just hate rain so much
I'm not connected with my friends now days 😅
Ig they are going through same situation maybe 
Idk what is this feeling, like sometimes i really like who i am and sometimes i  just hate being myself




Does it ever get better..? 

Suicidal Ideation

Sometimes I feel like I’m drowning and I don’t want anyone to help me live

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