I just feel like I’m doing everything wrong. In second guessing myself constantly. I always end up bearing the brunt of problem by me ACTUALLY BEING THE PROBLEM. I’m just frustrated with myself for nothing ever being easy or straightforward. I’m such a disappointment to my partner and my family. I’m just at a loss of how to change. I’ve done so many therapies, counselling, medication for depression and anxiety but my life still feels like its going down the drain.
I have been there too. Feeling like you are drowning and drowning. Pushing away any helping hand. I had to end up alone to realize that I am the one who needs to swim to the surface. Still I am struggling with the sense in my life, but its getting better. Focus on yourself, never compare, just smile.