I just feel abandoned…like nobody cares about me. I’m all by myself. I mean it’s fine too actually I wanna be left the hell alone. But uk it’s like I had these few people in my life with whom I wud share my life my sorrow happiness and they wud listen n be there but wud never share abt their life even it was very much obvious I mean it’s natural for me to get hurt it’s like they’re dishonouring my friendship right. And I kept doing it hoping they’d realise n all but no…so now I have stopped sharing and now they’re raising their eyebrows on I’m not sharing anything and they won’t say it directly but baaton baaton m samjh ata h…which really angers me like logon ko rishte nibhana nhi ata par jatane k liye naha dhoke ajate h. I mean it’s fine if they don’t wanna treat me as I shud be treated or as they show the world of how close friends we are…I get it I don’t wanna force but don’t dare to get offended when I start treating u the same right. Am I wrong in this? Please let me know.
And it’s exhausting I already don’t have a lot of friends and these ppl are like family or atleast I thought them to be. It hurts It really does but I wud rather be by myself than carry on with this facade. I wanna cry.
I know it must be hurting a lot, please hold on to your sanity and mental peace. If things have gone this far that people who did something to you are getting mad because you started doing it too then it’s time to be direct and clear. Let them know how much their behaviour had hurt you and be ready to hear some stupid allegations or tags like you are crazy or too sensitive. If they really care about you they will talk to you openly and change their behaviour otherwise they won’t and you clearly deserve better friends than them
🥺thank you for replying
