I just don’t wanna feel things but wanna feel it at the same time..anybody can relate? 

Delusion

Do you believe in Karma?

3am Thoughts

Tired from everything 😓

Not gonna lie I feel like crap. My dad isn’t the best dad but I still love him he has done so many bad things he is always telling us that he is going to leave and I’m scared that one day he will actually leave us like he did to his other kids since he has done that before I don’t doubt that he will do it to us he doesn’t care and it’s been so long at this point I’m not even sure if I care. I just want to make sure my brother doesn’t feel what I feel I want him to have a good child hood and not see what I’ve seen he is still little and i just don’t know what to do at this point 

Family

god i hate my sisters boyfriend so much. i hate being around him, i hate being in the same building as him. the fact that i can hear his voice through my wall makes me sick. all i can do is wait until the early hours of the morning so i can sneak out and half an hour away from him. he’s such a shitty person i hate him so much he never apologized for anything he did.

Boyfriend

What will you do if you say your husband/ bf not to meet someone as you don't get good vibes from them. But he still keeps on meeting with them ignoring all your fights and requests 😣😣😣😣😣

Relationships

Meredith on my mind ￼

Love

Since the pandemic hit, it has been freaking hard to socialize with people outside my friend group. I get anxious and people always point it out. ''Why are you so quite'' ''YOURE SO SHYYYY'' ''Are u ok''? ''Do you even smile''  ''Why are you so awkward'' + I really feel shy and anxious making eye contact (huge turnoff i know) but its only because i get really anxious and insecure 
These sentences really make me want to not talk to the person anymore. I don't like it when someone points it out for me that i am that. BECAUSE I KNOW. and when they do, i really feel awkward and shut up. Now i rreally want to change this, i want to socialize and get out of my comfort zone. I mean i have close friends that are there for me and understand me, and they know who i really am.I am a kind of quite person until i get comfortable around you, then i am not shy. But now these sentences are all i hear.So any advice what to do? i really want to change this because next year i graduate. and i need the social charisma... 

Social Anxiety

saddest moment in history when iron man snap his finger to save the world .. 

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