I just can't with the stares. I feel like I am being judged for being so quiet. I just want my peace. 
I wish people just fuck off. 

I know i'm weird. I am not usual. So what? 

I wish people just mind their own businesses. I dont give a damn about them, i wish they do the same with me. 
Stop staring and secretly laughing peeeeoooppllllee. 


Colleague

I just feel numb, I can’t cry when I’m sad and I can’t laugh when I’m with my friends. I’m just so tired…

**Why do we say death is awful?** Didn't somebody first tell you that it is awful? Did you come to that conclusion purely based on your experience? We can't even experience our own physical death, then who takes the authority to label it as awful?

In reality we have compassion for those who suffer, because we have suffered before and we know how that feels like. This empathy is developed through personal experiences. 
Since no one has experienced their own death, is it possible to say that Life cannot be killed? This is somewhat similar to matter not being destroyed, relatively speaking. Physical life transforms to new matter, but in essence life is never destroyed. The potential of Life doesn't falter one tiny bit. Life is perfection all the time.

What are your thoughts about this? 


Life

Its hard to leave them but we always choose there's happiness than ur happiness

3am Thoughts

what songs to listen to when you are sad?

Music

I have never been into self harm, nor do I intend to be, but I want to reach out to all those people who have harmed themselves in someway or the other to escape the thoughts that bother them. Trust me no one would go to that level if things were going easy. But there's always a way out. It's self love. It's love for your parents. See that light, it will lead you out of the tunnel. :)

Mental Health

Today i woke up with voice of my parents fighting with each other. My mother just came out of covid. And i don't know whats wrong with my dad. He is behaving very irresponsible with health and family. Later i came to know my mother asked him to buy some medicine and he said there is no need of these. And the fought.
These fights and yelling is common here. Sometimes it turns into voilence. I get frightened by such situations. I am shivering right now, typing this. And this will remain for 2 days atleast.
I am done with this. I am 25, i feel i should leave them and go. Since pandamic 2020 i have seen them fighting almost each week. I am tired. I dont want to live.... Its better to not be here. They drag me also in fights often. Sometimes i have to step in n say to stop.. because things start turing i to voilence. 

Family

I dont know why but since last 3 months i feel lonely depressed and irritated
Every day i have some or the other fight with family or friends
I tried to talk to my best friends about my problems so that atleast i feel normal by sharing but they seem least interested in talking and they always say i overreact i should not think etc...it feels like i have been a burden for them and so i try to bot share anything but these thoughts kills me from inside and its affecting my studies my work and my health too
Cant sleep because of this properly cant concentrate  on anything
I feel lonely all the time as i have no one to talk or share about all this with
All i do is end up crying and having worst thoughts every time and even if i try to talk about this with anyone they ignore about my feelings and say me to not think about this

Depression

Everytime I trust my older brother with a huge huge secret of mine...he proves to keep it within him and when he is angry or pissed with me..he tells my mom about it. He is the only brother I have but if he keeps breaking my trust like this then I'm not understanding what to do. When I confront him he does not answer me or he Denys even discussing with my mom. He says mom is just fooling you. But how can my mom suddenly know something so specefic about my life of he hasn't discussed. All betray me In my life 

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