I just called my ex and talked for more than an hour, just because i feel lonely and feels like no one loves me . I dont want to get back with him . I feel attached and care about him , its like a habit to me . I am not sure what exactly i want . I feel all confused . And guilty because i dont want that pain again 

Surely I am 110% confirm with me that he love me He would do everything for me and I know it’s stupid and yeah I am Dumbass

Things happen , and few things are just not in control 

Get yourself a grip buddy. Figure out who you truly are? Yeah ik it is not that easy to forget someone but you need to make yourself suitable 

Confusion

Frustrated. I feel like running away from everyone and live peacefully. I want to live alone. But I can not go without informing nor I can go with permission. I am frustrated. I lost my confidence, motivation, hope and my mind and heart. I have become heartless now a days. Still I try to strong. But i am tired.

Lonely

How world react, when you say you are facing mental health issues ?

Anxiety

To boy/girl out there if u can’t love someone till end please don’t get in relationship. It’s much better tell them u here only for lust. Don’t ignore or avoid someone suddenly without reason. It’s hurt a lot.. if you think u not able to married them pls don’t  give them false hope. Hurting someone mentally is also consider crime. They tears will turn against you. No matter what you have you paid for it.. karma 

Overthinking

today i woke up , looked in the mirror and thought to myself "why aren't i pretty like everyone else" 
i thought maybe if i  was prettier no one would treat me like shit. or maybe if i was pretty everyone would like me. i have these huge dark circles around my eyes and it looks like ive gotten beat. my forehead is so huge, its the first thing you see when u look at me. i hate my hair because it makes me feel like im not pretty without weave. im only 15 and have already decided i wanted to wear makeup when im older, to cover up the ugly beast that lies within my face. but goodmorning beautiful people, hope your morning is going okay, have a great day 💛


Insecurity

I hate living
I can't wait to fucking die
I hate everyone and everything

Life

I don't know why I am sharing this but I feel like I have kept this to myself for too long and I can't hold it in anymore, this is part of my life...I've never told anyone this before so, yeah.

When I was around 7 my brother started sexually harassing me and my sisters soon that turned into rape. I was very young so I didn't really think anything about it but I still felt something was wrong with it. He continued to rape and sexually harass me and my sisters until he got a scholarship and moved to board school. After a year there he said he had changed but that summer...he harassed and raped my twin sister. Finally, in 2018-2019 my twin sister built up enough courage and told my mom. (around a month before we turned 11)  When my mom figured it out it seemed like she had no reaction so I don't know exactly how she felt. My brother apologized to me and my sisters when I was around 11 and even though I want to believe him...it still feels like there's a possibility he will do it again.

I'm now 12, my family has moved to 6 different houses, and me and my sister to 7 different schools- we are now currently homeschooled and barely allowed outside. My first ever pet died on Saturday my brother has one year left in the boarding school and is coming back to live at my mom's house, CPS has been called on my family three times and I don't have any friends. My older sister constantly body shames me, my twin has started to develop suicidal thoughts and my mom has developed compulsive hoarding. My family now has mandatory family counseling. 

And my father? I haven't seen him in 1/2 months and barely see him 10 days a year.

How am I supposed to get through this?

Today, we broke up. She fell out of love with me. The only best thing about us was that both were always true to each other and even today, she just honestly told me that. Now, how do I deal with that?

Breakup

I love someone... But I didn't confess my feelings...I don't want to do that...because I knew it will hurt like a hell... But one of my friend told to him that I love him. I didn't trust my friend.. And then asked him... did he say anything about me.... Then my crush said... No he didn't say anything about you... What is matter?.. But I am sure he knows everything..I think he is not interested into me..that's why he replied like that. What can do now... Can I confess my feelings or keep queit

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