I hope God sees all my hard work and knows how much I’m trying to make it all works. and how much I want to have a better life. Please God please help.

Thank you!! I really need to hear this! And I’m crying as I’m reading this from you. 

you deserve the fruits of your hardwork and much more 

trippygal

Anyone to talk to ? Telugu ? 

Acquaintance

Anyone up for a talk? May be I'll find some friends!

FOMO

वो अफ़्साना जिसे अंजाम तक लाना न हो मुमकिन 

उसे इक ख़ूब-सूरत मोड़ दे कर छोड़ना अच्छा 



साहिर लुधियानवी

Poetry

This one time a guy coerced me into sexting him. I don't know why I agreed to it, it felt like I owed him. All my education about consent went to drain. I feel guilty that I continued talking to him after this. 
Cut to six months later he asked me out, I agreed but he never showed up claiming a medical emergency, which I know for a fact is true but he never gave me a heads up. 
I stopped talking to him after that. Until I lost my grandmother, and he comforted me through it. I asked him out, he rescheduled and cold turkey since then. He keeps treating me like option but I don't know why I can't seem to get over him. How the hell can I fall for someone so toxic, someone I have never met. 
I have self esteem issues and that is a fact. What bothers me is no one will see/desire me the way he does, and hence I keep going back to him. 

Self Esteem

Galti se school crush ki yaad agyi.. 🥲
Ab betha hu school ki yaadon me

3am Thoughts

Can I find good friends over here ? 

I feel so angry. I feel like no one cares all my friends never contact me first. I feel like an idiot and the only one who's trying. yeah we send each other memes all the time but I'm the one who really talks to the other person. I feel like if I stopped no one would even try to talk to me and I've done it once for a week and no one did.  It's like I'm the only one who cares. 

Friends

In a relationship with my best friend. He had clearly told me that it would be impossible for us to have any kind of future together because of my disability. He didn’t want to get in a relationship with me initially because he didn’t want to lose me as a friend.

Alot of things happened in between and we’re in a relationship now. Very very happy together. Sometimes I wish things don’t end between us. Sometimes I dream to end up together with him. Sometimes I wish a life with him. It’s not like he doesn’t love me. Ke keeps telling me how difficult it’s going to be for him when we end things.

The fear of not getting over me even made him break up with me once. He obviously came back. He doesn’t know what to do now and honestly, neither do I.

I feel I’ve made more peace with the fact that we won’t end up together that it doesn’t disturb me to the extent it disturbs him.

I don’t know why I’m typing all of this but I just wanted to get it out of my system.

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