I honestly am struggling to find myself. I don’t want to be alive. And i have to keep my feelings bottled up. When I express them my family uses my disabilities or feelings against me like I’m unable to do anything correctly. I’ve been so lost in it. I feel so ready to just release myself. I try so hard to be perfect for everyone. Whenever I’m myself it seems it’s the end of the world.
Hey. Stop bottling up your feelings. Talk to someone or write a diary. Just express yourself in any way.
If your family thinks you can do nothing, prove them wrong. Show them that you are capable of doing something or anything. Pick up a hobby… art, music, any kind of sports. You are strong and it’s not the end of the world when you are yourself