I haven’t hugged anyone in about two years now and I’m sad. (Is it wrong to crave a hug?😭) My family sux. Lately, they haven’t been responding to me properly but I don’t blame them. They have their own issues. I have these phases of anger when I loose control and then phases like right now when I feel extremely sad. When the anger cools down, I regret everything. I regret my existence. I’m scared of the person I become when angry. I’m scared of harming myself. I don’t want to die but I’m afraid I might kill myself in anger.