I have this friend I know her since grade school and I like her, maybe this is what you called childhood crush?

Crush

Kya bana de rahe ho site ko🤦‍♂️

3am Thoughts

Anybody wants to talk about career related stuff?

F this life f this family f this society f everything n everyone. Life is nthg but a curse. Im going to quit. Goodbye. 

Dear friend,
I miss you more than you can Imagen, It was only you and I...now that you left it seems you moved on. I don't think you realized how much you meant to me...I don't think you knew I admired you, that I saw you as someone who accepted me. You never judge me...you were the first real friend I had, no one cared to know me better but you did, you even knew when I was happy or sad even though I always had a serious face. You were the first person that wanted to celebrate my birthday together, you really treated me like a sister...you helped me when I wasn't feeling myself, you always knew how to cheer me up. 
After two years I finally found your Instagram account, I don't have the confidence to talk to you, you probably wouldn't even remember me, you probably don't want to talk to me...it has been a year since I found it but I can't seem to have the courage to talk to you...
I miss you a lot, you moved on and made new friends, but I couldn't...the others never treated me like you did...It's painful how I can't seem to move on...

I kinda just feel alone, I guess/ I don't really know how to explain how I feel. I just want to be enough for the people I care about and I can't even seem to be that. I want to spend time with all the people I have in my life but they're either busy or they just don't want to talk which is understandable. I want to get out of this house. Theres so much fighting and so much hurting and aching and I can't take it. I need to leave. Thats why I wanted a job. My family wonders why I don't want to spend time with them, all they do is bully me and get angry with each other. And my boyfriend can't help me much because he's so busy and I feel like he's just slipping through my fingertips. Im so scared of being alone. I dont want to be alone but yet, I push myself to be alone. My family tells me im too difficult to be around or I make everything they want to do, difficult. Im only a kid. I want to experience things... And whenever Im at home, the things they want to do is just argue. This is ruining my perception of love. My perception of how people should be treated. This is messing with my relationship. This is messing with my mind. Sometimes I feel as though it may be a better idea if I was gone..😭

winter is cold how am I going to survive 

Can anyone suggest me any movie or song that makes you feel better? Thankyou in advance 🌸

Hey. How u guys doing? I feel overwhelmed. I always feel like that. Probably cz I have been repressing my emotions since childhood so I really don't know what I'm feeling exactly. So overwhelmed is the only word I can understand. Though trying to figure out and working on it now. It's a work! Never supress ur emotions folks no matter what! Don't be the peacemaker. My lil shoulders thought they had the responsibility of world peace. Haha no. Yea it happens when u have a toxic household and everybody's fighting so u try to stay quiet n not add flames to the fire right. My god really how mature I was. But ssly not anymore it does more harm than good. Though it prevented adding flame ro the fire but my emotional well being turned down to ashes. But I don't blame anybody they did their best and now I'm doing my best to heal from the hurt. Just a random rant. Thanks a ton if u are with me till here. I appreciate it hooman❤️☺️

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