I have strong mixed feelings. Kuch bhi positive nii h life mai

Midset badal..sirf emotions se mat soch zara wo saare auntie ji ke soap operas dekhne se dur reh

Anxiety

"SEEDHE" logo ke liye kuch sujhao ho toh share krein!!

Life

               Meri zindagi……                                    I try to express My depression in words. Makes me Keep fighting

Bachpan se suna tha zindagi ek safar hai. 
Par mera yeh safar tho har din anokha hai. 
Kabhi din nikalta hai hasi ki Khilkariyon sa
Kabhi in aankhon main chupaye un anginat aansuon sa. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke main tukdo main bikhar gaya. 
Kabhi lagta hai ke meri rooh ko sukoon mil gaya. 
Kabhi main us chaand se akela lakhon taaron ke beech main 
Kabhi jugnoo sa raat ke andhere main akela timatimata sa. 
Kabhi ek mukhota pehne ek bheed ka hissa bhi main. 
Aur kabhi kisi purani kitab sa bhoola pada ek kone mai main. 

Depression

Kya disable logo Ko koi right nahi pyar karne ka ? 

Disability

Mujhe itna rone ka man kr rha h bss roti hi rhu , aise baap ki vjh se hum jaise bachho ko bhugtna pdta h .... 
   Hae bhagwaan uthaalo mujhe .... Har time kuch naa kuch krte h jo hume jhelna hota h .... Sense of responsibility toh h hi nhi bss drinking drinking....
   Ghar se bhar nikalne ki bhi socho toh mere bhai bhn hi itne pyaar m h ki jaane hi nhi dete ..... Vaise unhe yeh nhi dikhta ki kai Kai din toh woh khud hi gaayab ho jaate h ..... Jab inhe sunao toh murt bn kr khade ho jaate h .... Koi response hi nhi... Aur abhi kuch shi nhi hoga jb tk ....


3am Thoughts

This feelings of loneliness in overwhelming yrr Kya karu mein aakhir kyu mein logo ko pasand nhi aata,wanna cry a lot 

Lonely

Wtf everyone  takes me for granted!! I am a  introvert  nai taunt  maar sakti yaar nahi aata kisiki muh pe insult karna I have never  done that sabki out of the way jaa ke help karti hu sabke tane sunti hu thinking  they must me having  an issue  frustration  vent out ker rahe hai it's ok  sabki insults  sunti hu I can't  deal with this anymore I am done main logon ko palat jab bhi naide sakti nai seh sakti hu !!!

Frustration

I'm in a ldr. Bhut jyada rona aa rha h .   ab toh  daily call bhi ni ho paega. Pehle toh km se km 1-2 hr ho jata tha vc lekin ab dono ki classes hongi meri subeh or uski raat me. Ghr me nhi pta h kisi ko abhi tk jab Mann chahe call ni kr skti hu kisiko ko pta ni chlana h. Or itne durr h ki frequently milne ni aa skte h. Bss ek hi h vo jisse  mai khush rhti hu jbse vo aaya h. Vhi ek akela reason h meri khusi ka uske liye sb friends chhut gye sb Durr ho gya. Aise rha toh Kahin hmare bich. Me duri na aaye .
Kya kru kuch samjh ni aa rha h. Career jyada important h use toh chhoda ni ja skta h. 

Boyfriend

yaar kitna difficult hai ye hide karna that I've  a crush on youuuu....aur nahi hota ek text send karne se pehele 100 baar soch & risky text ki himmat hi nahi hai....I'm not kinda a guy who can hide such thingsssss🥲😩...yeah so I do have a crush on you! bas 😶


I TEXTED THIS TO MY CRUSH THOUGHTS ON IT PLEASE...she haven't read yet

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