i have so mixed feelings right now and i just wanna write it down
my mom and dad had a fight and the fight ended up being bigger than i imagined
my dad wasnt talking to my mom for almost a week when she did something
she slit her wrist and when i saw it i got so scared like what am i supposed to do im just 16
they were fighting when i saw it and i tried calming my dad cause he was angry
i have an older sister and she wasnt home when this happened and i called her to come home asap
my dad wants to leave the house and go somewhere else to live, an old house of mine
me and my sister cried and tried convincing my dad to stay
he said heβll stay on one condition which is he wont talk to my mom
and its been like 2 weeks to their first fight now and one week to that incident and that has taken a toll on me
ive been crying to sleep for 2 weeks now and it tbh it feels longer than 2 weeks
what am i supposed to do? because i feel like i cant talk to any of my friends about it
Donβt worry, youβll be alrightβ¦
how and when ive been wondering, trying to make out a solution for all this
when and how ive been wondering, and i cant do anything about whats going on i can just be here
I have been growing up with this type off parents. They argued a lot and had big fights to a term of divorce and more. But I always believed that before she is my mom or a wife she is her own human being and she also has the freedom and every rights to choose her happiness and her life path. I have no right to have a voice. Though I can understand it feels very shattering and scary, but if you wear their shoes you will eventually mature through your decision. Donβt suffer or trouble yourself like this. Give Thema ND yourself some space and one day you can choose your happiness too. Prayers to you and yoir family.
thankyou so much, ive been trying to you know just keep my head up and be strong now but i hope things are good in future
I give you my best wishes and be π