I have so many issues I’m not sure if u can share it in one post… My primary problem is that I don’t trust anyone… I have trust issues and i don’t have one person in my life that I trust… I don’t even trust my parents… Nor my friends… Once I get close with someone I’ll escape before anything intimate comes out of my mouth… I need attention and I need closeness but I’m afraid to get along with anyone… And another thing is that I’m overly self aware… And also I am afraid if I have repressed memories of child sexual abuse… I hate hurting people… I hate me I pity me… I don’t know what to do… There are so many things I wanna tell everyone but I’m afraid… I afraid of something I don’t know… I am not afraid of dying but I’m afraid of something I don’t know
Fear of unknown
Fear of trusting others
It indicates that you had bad experiences in past which are not letting you have faith in anything.
Now how do deal with it
Instead of consistently protecting your boundaries why don’t you remove all the boundaries once for all.
More you protect your boundaries more you’ll stay insecure about it
So better be a little free bird
Don’t give too much control to others
What has happened in the past cannot be changed
But don’t leave the beautiful chances that future has to offer.
But at the same time learn how to protect yourself emotionally , learn when to stop getting controlled by others
Once you settle this basic things
You’ll reach another dimension in life
Till then keep on talking steps of self love
You deserve live and happiness
Take care
