I have reached a point in life where I prefer solitude the most. If they don't know me, they can't hurt me. 

Other

I don't know y but whenever I ask my boss to increase my salary he always says me that my work is not up to his expectations and I need to work more hard. But this is not the truth. My work and the results are being loved by my all including the unknown also. His words always demotivates me. I am confused between leaving and not leaving this job. The place is somehow became so familiar to me due to the time period. But for my personal growth either I need to go for another job or make a setup of my own. What should I do. Should I wait for some more time here or just quit and do something else.

Exhausted

About a year ago, I met this guy who was and still is literally perfect. I began to have feelings for him. On Valentine's Day, we had been walking together with a couple mutual friends. He told me that he was super happy that he had a valentine. I cried and told my friends what had happened. The next day, I was over him. After that, I had very little to no feelings for him. I just cared about him as a friend. These past few weeks, we have a college class together and during the meetings, he would talk to me privately in the chat. I couldn't stop smiling and my heart would beat faster when we talked. Also this past week has been super stressful for me and my family. I talked to a close friend of mine about how I was feeling and he told me that I only have feelings for the guy again is because it is my way of coping with everything. I had been wondering whether I actually liked this guy again or if I was just lonely. I believe my friend when he says that I'm just lonely. I just don't know how to explain my feelings. Like, I am always thinking about him. I wish I could figure everything out. 

Crush

i can't handle this!!! I'm sick of being treated as second best, so I'm sick of being jealous. I'm sick of being sick and I'm sick of missing out! I'm tired of it all! They eat all my food, take my friends, get the guys that I like and even take my dreams from me. I'm so fucking sick of it all I kinda want to die just to find some fucking peace! I want to scream and tear things apart the way they're tearing apart my soul, but they don't even give a fuck. My so called family. I'm sick of all this pain. 

Suicidal Ideation

Okay so.. I need you guys help... I have this boyfriend we have been together for  a month and so, when we first met(online) we used to live an hour away from each other and even tho that was a thing we would hang out online all the time like discord, movies, videogames a lot more stuff, then we hung a couple of times, everything was great. We both knew I was moving for college... but we still decided to give  a relationship a try..  now we live 2 hrs and 30 min away from each other... he works crazy hours so I understand he can't give me attention 24/7 but he just seems gone. This has been going on even before I moved away. The week before i moved he said he was working all day except for the weekend that he had asked off because of an event that he had. But then out of nowhere he was like on one of the days oh no they called me in, and when I asked he was just like oh I had off but they called me in I just found out today. I asked him if he had backed off how he felt and he still said he still wanted to try, he did start calling me baby again but that's about it. Now he barely texts me, this past day that he had off completely ignored me, no text no nothing just to say he was going with his friend. 
I really don't know what to do, I like him but I feel we had a better relationship when we were friends.. like we would spend more time together even if it was online we would still call each other and text... now not so much. A part of me wants to end it and just go back to being friends, the other part wants to stay with him... what do you guys think?
 

Relationships

Har kisi ka apna tareeka hai, apni apni kahani hai, sirf ek factor common hai - Shiddat 🖤

Love

The best thing i ever did was become lowkey and focus on myself 🤗

Self Love

Anyone up for Kala Ghoda Festival?
(Mumbai people)

Friends

Is it just me or girls with glasses are the cutest?

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