I have put all of my trust into you, honesty could have saved us so much time and effort, im broken and i am not moved on yet, i hope your aren’t doing well at all.

3am Thoughts


Little things make me furious, I don't know how to convey them healthily, ended up bottling everything. Especially with socializing, I come to hate everybody. The more I know them, the more I hate them, never expressed this to them though. I tried my best to be more chill and understanding, but I can't. This causes many problems like I can't make friends, i harm myself, thinking about things a lot late at night, not being productive on my work. My head's cloudy and feel like crying all the time 


Anger Issues

On the other hand i think venting here is such a distraction and waste of time by typing lots of words on thoughts. Especially my app is crushed. And lots of his accounts here make me wanna quit. Can’t there be anyone else??? 

Ok gotta quit here because i am wasting time on it rn.

Now&Me Thinks

Why do all the best people live very very farrrr away 🤧

Hey
It's been tough every night to sleep....having everything but still feel anxiety...

Myself a doctor, recently graduated. I was always good at my work. I did good during my internship. I finished ny internship recently in feb. I had plans of working as soon as i get out. I had git the job too. But due to some unexpected circumstances, i had to get my eye surgery done and I couldn't start the job. It almost took me a month to start working.And when I started to work. I didn't like the job, i had sevee panic attacks and anxiety to work... And then all my friends who had no plans of working, most of them are working and studying.. I haven't joined any coaching due to financial crisis in the family. I wanted to work but I'm not able to, i feel very scared to go to a new environment, i feel too lonely and pressured. I feel depressed. But I feel so jealous when I hear some of my friend doing something, even a single word or thought of they're doing something makes me jealous. I'm jealous of my gf too. Who's in a much better place than me. I don't know why this is happening. I getup with anxiety and feeling guilty everyday since months. I don't know what's the problem. I'm so confused and so low all the time. I feel depressed. I feel like I'm useless and I'm not going to do anything in life than to just settle for less. But I really want to work and become the best but i don't have the courage or guts i feel. I don't know what's wrong with me. 

Depression

I lost girlfriend about a month ago (She died because of covid-19). From that day I am not sleeping I just stare the wall & listened her favourite songs. In the day the friends & office colleagues were around but I night I feel I am guilty to not doing anything to save her. She & I fight before the day she dies I did not even tell her how much I love her. I felt very terrible.

Love

I don't understand guys
Every guy I talk to falls in love with me even if I keep my distance and talk to them in a friendly way.
The problem is when express their feelings and I reject them because I never saw them in that way they start to feel humiliated and starts to bad mouth me as if I used them and threw them or I stole their property or something and their friends starts rumours of things I never said or done.... I don't understand this ...... now I felt like if I speak something bad will happen

Harassment

Hi! Hope y'all are doing okay. Sharing below a few lists of mental health professionals offering services free of cost or at a nominal rate. During such times it's completely okay to want to seek help for even the slightest distress one must be feeling. Take care. Love.

SPIF List: https://www.spif.in/mental-health-professionals-directory/ 



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Mental Health Practitioners for Young Adults at Nominal Fee/Free: 

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