" I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP BUT I STILL HAVE TRUST ISSUES " ~ My Random Braincell...
( sorry if my English is not good..)

Sorry that random braincell is taken......lmao JUST LAUGH OKAYYY

3am Thoughts

Time to say good bye to this lovely and interesting app 😌

Obesity

Ore no nawa EREN YEAGER 

Body Positivity

Alone with me and my smart phone.us someone there ?


Lonely

I told myself i won't be toxic this semester but my groumates literally said 'no we gonna be toxic'. And i just don't want to open it up coz it will just lead to a mess in our group. Toxic by means is doing lab activities in advance in order for you to just chill afterwards but bro im not kidding when i say its toxic because our instructor will give us time to do it uk, and by doing it in advance is it will distract you in lecture discussions 😩

College

Feeling tipsy!! I literally drank so much but i am still not drunk

I don't even look like i am drunk but i want to let out my thoughts which i kept deep inside

But no one to share 

To say truth i have people who love me around me having drinks with me but i couldn't share anything


Not sure why 

Ahhhhhhh i don't know what's wrong 😭


I dont know what do I feel about my guy best friend. Am i in love or is it just pure friendship from my end? I love talking to him I can do it all day. When i get his call I leave whatever i am doing and talk to him. I have sacrificed sleep and spoke to him so many midnights. I have invested so much time on him that when he is busy, i feel lonely. he has physical relations with another girl, it did not bother me that much but it did a bit. now it's like i have to talk to him on call for minimum one hour or my day doesn't pass. he says I am special too, he also likes talking to me and spending time with me, but unlike me, he has his priorities straight. he doesnt sacrifice his sleep, work etc. and i hate myself for being this messed up. please help me what to do.

This one time a guy coerced me into sexting him. I don't know why I agreed to it, it felt like I owed him. All my education about consent went to drain. I feel guilty that I continued talking to him after this. 
Cut to six months later he asked me out, I agreed but he never showed up claiming a medical emergency, which I know for a fact is true but he never gave me a heads up. 
I stopped talking to him after that. Until I lost my grandmother, and he comforted me through it. I asked him out, he rescheduled and cold turkey since then. He keeps treating me like option but I don't know why I can't seem to get over him. How the hell can I fall for someone so toxic, someone I have never met. 
I have self esteem issues and that is a fact. What bothers me is no one will see/desire me the way he does, and hence I keep going back to him. 

Self Esteem

 hmm i need help. I've been addicted to self h@rm and idk how to handle this. It's been more than 3 years

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