I have my annual result tmmr......
I am nervous and dunno know what to do well I can't do anything i am just sacred what if...


You already know your result. The way you performed. 

Jiyo to ye din aise jiyo
Jaise ki aakhri ho😎

3am Thoughts

I scored 300 out of 700 I thought exam was lit but i realised that i made silly mistakes I'm literally crying thinking about my mom's emotional vaani and tution teacher's  lecture my heart can't handle it. I thought the answers are right but they are so confusing damn man😞what do i do my head is hurting like hell . I forget everything when I get in to the exam hall i couldn't remember a thing😣😖

Well I've been feeling anxious about my exam result...ik it's gonna be okay everything gonna turnout to be fine but "still there's a difference b/w knowing something & accepting something" (ig) my folks keep asking me what happened why u all gloomy and I just vent out what I've been piling up for like the entire past month..did that just to feel relaxed but why the hell did back to square one. I mean they gave a generic advice to not to think about it that much and in my mind I was like that's right 

Anxiety

I feel really bad and really tired.. i wanted to be productive and study and cover up my revision which i left behind cuz i was lazy... and today i did so.. i covered up most of my portions... i started at 10:00am and now its 10:43...i learned 3 lessons in geo, 1 lesson in computer, 3 lessons in history, finished my computer assignment, maths notes, chem notes and now im currently studying chem for a test tomorrow... Eventhough i did this much, i feel like i did nothing and i feel like i couldve finished all the portions that i left behind.. Now i came to know my exams are preponed... its like on next friday and I dont hav enough time to revise every subject... I feel like couldve done more if i wasnt lazy for the past 3 days... Im literally soo stressed!!! 

Exam

Soo i m a ca inter student age 21 failed in g1 3 times in a row and gave 4 time this may and waiting for results but idk whether i will make it this time or not and i haven't started to prepare for g2 yet and tbh i m in a dillema that whether to prepare or not ?? 
Bcz mujhe aab bilkul interest nhi h isme 

Failure

I am not able to concentrate on anything.....

Motivation

I wanna feel to die! Because I’m worried about an entrance exam which I failed to get qualified and my parents spent alot on tutor and i feel guilty now for not reaching their expectations and they don’t know that results were out I don’t know what to do

College

I’m struggling in math and it sucks I want to be good at it but I’m not because what the teacher says just goes through my brain and out. but I’m passing it and I have straight A’s so it’s weird. Like I’m not failing, idk how tho. I do bad on my tests but stay after school and I retake them. But sometimes to get a good grade it takes so much effort. I failed my last math test and I had to stay after, do some of it in homeroom, study, do the corrections, retake. I’m so tired it’s like I have so much to do to get a good grade. I wish I could just relax but if I did I would fail for sure. All my other classes are so easy, like I have a literal 100 in science. I have. 93 in English and a 100 in social studies. And to my surprise a 95 in math. But it takes so much effort to get that 95. In any minute it could just go down. 

Education

I'm so stressed right now which causes me to procrastinate from doing all the assignments that I need to do. 

I experienced a burnout during my past semester, had a 1 week break after that semester finished and started my internship after that week passed. As for my internship, it wasn't a pleasure experience either. The environment was toxic. 

When I finished my internship on Friday, I got into the next semester on Monday. I only got two days break. My university system got us into the new semester 5 weeks later compared to other students.

The first week was fine. There's no assignment given but the pressure was real. Our lecturers rushed us because we're 5 weeks late. I don't really like the way things are because I think it shouldn't be like this in the first place. How can I strive when I was burnout? I don't even have time for healing. 

My ADHD was a problem too. I think it's my main problem here. I had a lot of assignments. I started one early but because I'm facing a problem with that, I can't start the next one. I can only do it if the previous one was finished. 

If you're reading this, please tell me your opinion on my situation and what would you do if you were in my shoes. 

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