I have met this guy… he’s good and cute as of now… but like I am overthinking a lot and assuming he’ll leave too just like others did by ghosting and blocking me in the past… I don’t wanna ruin this one by overthinking and like idk how take things ahead…

Nope. But it’s like almost 2 weeks we have been talking and the vibe is pretty strong

Umm some changed countries … some were into just for hookups … 

If the vibes strong you should take your chance and see where it goes

Boyfriend

Girls!
I saw this tiktok today where this dude keeps pads and tampons in his house just in case a female comes over and needs them. And he doesn't have a girlfriend and lives alone so he did it voluntarily. 

There's hope afterall.

Hope

As you as you think someone else is responsible for the way you are , you cannot become the way you want to be .

Life

a couple months ago i found that i am really good at manipulating people to do what i want. however, i feel bad now and i kind of just can’t stop it’s like i’m doing it as a habit and i realize later that i’m being crazy and that it’s wrong. at the same time i don’t want to stop because well i get what i want but not in the right way i guess. 

3am Thoughts

Lmao tht kid locked the conversation big brain time huh 

Idk if it's a good thing or bad thing that if you are in a relationship but you don't wanna admit it? Like my boyfriend he thinks that it's not necessary to like give this thing name of relationship like I don't have any problem with it but is he not sure about me? Help me with it guys

Hey, I just found this site and figured I might as well add something since it seems pretty welcoming here. I don’t talk about my personal troubles much, mainly because I don’t have really have someone I’m comfortable just dropping it all on. I’m 18 years old and heading to university in two weeks (COVID-19 allowing) and I have been feeling really homesick. I live in North Carolina currently but I consider Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania to be my home. I lived there for about 4 years with my mother and brother who was at university downtown. My sister lived in Texas (we lived there before moving to pittsburgh) and my dad (divorced from my mom) lived in North Carolina. Long story short, my mother had brain cancer and ended up losing her battle with it. This was early 2017 and I was a freshman in highschool at the time. I don’t like to get lost in my own sad thoughts for very long as it just ruins the rest of the day, so I threw myself into school at first, and then to my friends who were incredibly helpful and supportive. Because my parents were divorced, I had to leave Pittsburgh and move In with my dad in NC, where I am now. I haven’t been back to Pittsburgh since and I miss it dearly. I tried to use university as a means of going back, but it didn’t work out, as I applied to two schools, didnt get into one, and the other was far too expensive. I miss my friends. Thank god for modern technology and things like FaceTime, but it leaves something to be desired. I feel like I should be grateful for what I have and I feel bad wanting what I used to have. I just feel like something is missing from my life. Is this valid? Like in wanting my life in Pittsburgh it feels selfish to try to leave my life here. My dad isn’t perfect but he and my stepmom have done so much for me and it feels wrong to walk away from that too. I feel torn. I don’t know what to do. It’s just really hard. I miss my mom. I miss my friends. I miss what used to be. I know that’s how life goes, and change is inevitable, but I just don’t know if this is too much. I’m sorry this post is so long, I tend to ramble. If you’re still reading this far, thank you. I really appreciate you. 

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