I have friends but I feel none of them are my best friends like there all more close. I don’t believe I have any real friends and I’m worried I’m always left alone and most of my friends are of the opposite gender and I don’t feel that is a great thing???  

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Anxiety

You won't know the real me until I let you.

3am Thoughts

umm hii guys 
I am new here 
do we say that? 
It's just my chaotic life brought me here. 
I think I have friends, but sometimes I don't. 
Does that make sense? 
Its just I am always there for everyone pushing my own problems aside to be there for them but they never reciprocate. It makes me lonely. Idk what to do. 

Friends

Why I am so unlucky when it comes to friends as I don't have any still now when you have been always misunderstood and taken for granted as you are not beautiful  also no one's talks (yes people are there like that who see how you look and take your side) atleast one friend to talk about anything , but still how much you have tried you didn't get any ...it feels sad and want to cry...

Depression

i have no friends.does this depict iam boring and useless?

I’m always the awkward and boring friend, the one who will help you with anything you need but never the fun one or the one people want to hang out with. At weekends and holidays, while everyone’s hanging out with friends, I’m always just at home and I’m so tired of it.
I just want to feel like someone people would choose to hang out with but I’m the one who you come to for help but would make excuses not to be left alone with…

I literally have 0 friends and every time I try to make friends they just ditch me at some point when I get attached 
Life is easier with good company and that is true
I try so much to find the right people but everyone just fucks up my mental peace 
I had a childhood friend of 15 years who just randomly started preferring other people over me and when I confronted her she left me alone and I went through a terrible friendship breakup 
I have lost all my close friends because I was attached to them and they just kept me like an option till they found someone better
I have worked so hard on myself and to improve myself and still people become toxic and leave me alone when I am the most vulnerable.
I have 0 social life and literally no one cares for me and it hurts a lot. I can be alone but I just can’t deal with the fact that all my friends have left me alone at a point where I feel like dying


when i was at my darkest, my friends were there for me. i promised to myself that i will do anything to keep them with me, i will be by their side like if we no longer talk i will always do the first move but fuck im so dumb. i am nowhere to be found. i felt like i am drifting away from them. they would always ask me out but i'm so tired. my soul is so tired. it is so tiring to reply to their messages even though it only concerns me. and when they no longer chats me, i felt friendless. i hope they wont get tired of me. i hope they wont disappear from me until i found myself. i hope they wait :((((

Relationships

How often you think that the whole world is fake?

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