I have been trying a girl in 6 months.But she cheated me for trusting her.
i have been emotionally broken and my mind isn't working as well and i am not been happy as i was before 

I’ve been there too. This girl wanted to fool around and I got pretty serious. Even when she knew I was serious; she kept playing me. I’m way out of her league but I cannot stop thinking about her even after years. But tbh the pain is getting less and less day by day. And I think I’ll be at my best in no time. Just hang in there.

Relationships

How's your mental state ?

3am Thoughts

Is it okay to not share every detail about my career plan with my friends? Because I think I am going in a wrong direction, I have applied for a lot of internships that my friend might be interested as well but I haven't told her about it yet because I feel like she'll be a competition. I hate to do this but I also can't bring myself to tell her. 

Frustration

LOSS: It is an essential and significant experience of one's life. And one must learn to deal with it and move on.

Loss

"grow through what you go through"

This quote has always stuck with me because whatever I am today is because of whatever my past has been. Ofcourse there's a few things in me I'd like to change but despite that, whatever growth I have experienced is because of what my journey has been 

Share your quote that u believe changed your life

Life

If you get a chance to change your past would you take that chance or would yoou leave it as it is?

If you would what will you change?

In my case i would change my stream and my choice of coming into a relationship early.

My boyfriend of 5 years is in another state. It's been hard and I have been feeling distant for a while. I'm super insecure and I talked to him about it. On one occasion he said a co worker would flirt with him and he went out with her and his friend. He told me this years later because he felt guilty after finding out that one of my coworkers had a thing for me. He said we had been on bad terms when he left her in his words "treat him better" than I was. He's usually really straightforward. I guess I never trust him because he's always shown me that he's friendly with everyone. Today I was on social media and saw that he had friended someone I have never met. Someone's from where he's staying at. I asked him about it and he said his cousin was the one who did it. I td him he was lying and that I wanted him to remove her. He just blew me off said I'm overreacting and said he's never cheated. So that I should trust him, that he didn't want to deal with my insecurities. He then said I love you I can't with this rn I work. I honestly don't know what to do.


Boyfriend

Why disconnect ;-;

There is something wrong with me . I cant talk to people even if i want to. Even if thats my close family. I just cant. I am so socially awkward. Today I realised I’ve been pushing all of my cousins and family away and they wont be the bigger person everytime, they cant force me to talk everytime and i get it . Its not their fault. I am 16 . I should be extroverted and all but i am none of that. I told my parents i needed to see a therapist cuz of anxiety about a year ago. That said they’d take me but they didn’t. We never talked about it again. Now idk what to do. I cant keep pushing everyone away like this. 

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