I have been losing my emotions, i feel empty, it feels like i am more and more like a robot or something, many things that intrest me, no longer make me happy, i am losing my interest. But i don’t i want to i don’t want to lose my happiness i forgot how happily i painted, how curiosly I wanted to know how to paint more wonderful things but now the intrest is dying i wan to keep holding onto it, so as a new beginning i bought more paintbrush online,only to hear “it not like you are gonna paint” it made me realise how long it has been i haven’t painted, i didn’t hold the brush because all I could think about was a blank Balck and nothing else, my mind is no longer creative and i no longer enjoy what i was supposed to…
Hey there it’s okay to feel the gloom, you’ve been trying to stay strong. If things are not interesting you anymore try to adapt small changes in your daily habits. If you need you can express what you feel here. Therapy also helps coming from personal experience. Don’t let the gloom take away your sunshine.
