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Anonymous

I have been in a toxic relationship from last 4 years.
Now the situations are getting worse. The guy whom I am in relationship started beating me.
Yesterday I went to meet him just because we were having fight from last 1 week but to clear things i requested him to meet me. But wha Jane ke bad he treated me bad then I asked him to show me his cellphone and he denied. Zidd karne lagi mai kafi . So he slapped me then he started slapping himself just to divert his mistake… i started crying but he didn’t gave a f*c. Fir usne phone check krne de dia mujhe, and uske phone me waisa kuch bhi nhi tha then why he was so much scared to show. 4 salon me kabhi usne apna phone touch krne bhi nhi dia tha. But usne mujhe bahot mara kal. 4 5 thappar. I am in deep shock. And
I have blocked him from everywhere but I am into very severe stress and anxiety , I can’t forget those scenarios whatever happened yesterday. I haven’t told anyone about it not a single person. Even not to friends that I am in relationship with a guy from last 4 years. I really need to calm down.
Just writing everything here because I can’t breathe,i can’t eat as I am feeling very much suffocated.

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Anonymous

I’m so sorry that you went through it all.

But, kudos to you that you finally got the courage to do the right thing for yourself.

God bless

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Anonymous

Thankyou

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Anonymous

I hope you’re feeling better than before.

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Anonymous

Just crying and crying m it will take take. But i will be fine.

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Anonymous

Hey, please don’t cry. You will get better for sure
Time heals everything

And please don’t go back to him, no matter what may happen. You have to respect your own self

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@_fortitude_

Yes dear.

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Anonymous

I’m sorry for what you went through even if you didn’t find anything in his phone, DON’T GO BACK TO HIM. He’s ab sive, emotionally physically. Stay away, it can be tough initially but later you’ll happy that you dodged a nuclear bomb

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Anonymous

I am stucked with him. . Like if I block him from everywhere. He use to send me request from fake IDs to contact me or he use to send me messages in Google pay or he use to stalk in those places wherever i use to go.

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Anonymous

Block him and every account he creates. Block his number, let him stalk. Galti uski hai, you don’t have to be guilty about anything. If he had nothing to hide or even if he did have things to hide, he had absolutely no right to hit you. NONE AT ALL. Jitna bhi dukhe jitna bhi dard ho, mat jana uske paas aur. Jitna bhi koshish kare, mat aane dena apne paas. Lifetime tr@uma deke jayega

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@_fortitude_

Ji I know. And I am just trying to keep myself busy. Avoiding all those things everything whatever happened with me. And thankyou so much.

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Anonymous

Kaise kaise log hote hai. You’ve got this, you’re stronger than you know. Aise logo ko thappad thappad maarna chahiye. Take care

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Vrinda Gupta @vrindagupta

Hey! I am really you gone with all these things… i am here with you sis but all i can say u is that leave him asap because it will be good for you. This type lf person are mentally ill so just be far away with these type of people and in future choose partner wisely. If you need any help you can send me connection request. I am with you sis 😊

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Anonymous

Thankyou so much dear. But I feel suffocated everytime. Like something is bothering me without any of my mistake.

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Vrinda Gupta @vrindagupta

By any chance, if he stalks you then just complain to police and after that you just chill and other work can be done by police

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@_fortitude_

Yess and thankyou so much.

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Anonymous

tf why didn’t you hit him back…you should’ve complaint about him.

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Anonymous

I don’t want to. I went back to my home after that he broke his phone in front of me. And I am feeling guilty about he broke his phone because of me.

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Anonymous

Girl, he is toxic you know that. Ab usko blocked he rehne do and sont ever think of getting back with him ever again. Respect yourself and forgot about him. And in future don’t let anyone these many chances, tum better deserve krti ho. If he stalks you and tries to get back just report him to police.

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@_fortitude_

Yes for sure. I am in the process of self healing. But thanks all.

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