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Lyn @wilty95

I have been feeling overwhelmed and sad these few weeks. My coping mechanism was really bad. I just get myself distracted with my works at the office and spent my days either sleeping. I don’t know what I’m going through exactly. It was too overload. Bad days at work, self insecurities, money problems, and self destructive situations. My best friend and me wasn’t talking for few weeks. I have so much things to talk with but sometimes I couldn’t and unable to let it out. I distanced myself away when I saw their responses by the time I told them I was stressed out. Last time, my best friend asked me where I have been missing for weeks. Then, I said I have been stressed out about life and works. Her answers was " you with your stress". I don’t know what to say anymore. She just left me on read few days already. My other best friend wasn’t talking to me after I said almost the same thing. She just left me on read but she was tweeting about her relationship. I mean I am happy that she have boyfriend already, but don’t left me on read, alone here. I may need time for myself, but not being ignored and left me on read days. Sometimes I felt it kinda selfish for me to tell them my bad days because I should be keeping it by my own. I should be able to handle by myself. I should keep things to myself only. Even they said " I am here if you need me". It kinda dark when nobody checking up on you. Not that I need their attention, but still. Last time , I bursted myself out crying in the car. Then, I’m okay. Yesterday, I cried like shit. I slept just to cope with sadness. Don’t know how to pour out my thoughts so I went here. But anyway I’m okay. But it’s okay. Everyone is having bad days. Never mind. It’s okay. Sometimes silence is better.

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Anonymous

I completely feel you. There are times when we need to declutter our minds with my those people and when these people are not there to talk to you, you cant talk to anyother friend because the other friend is not that close to you. I can understand when your friend sarcastically comment on your situation we all do, but when someone leaves you seenzoned for days and there isnt any good enough reason to it, you need to recategorize calling whom you call your best friends :).

And, no it is not at all selfish to talk to your “best friend” about your situation, i guess its selfish of the person to not hear you out. This is why I feel like clinging on to those who really care for you is important in life. Im no expert, just my views. Think about it.

Lyn @wilty95

You are right. Thanks for those advices and understanding.

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Anonymous

No worries. Just try to calm yourself down when you are stressed, try meditating.
You can make new friends here, aswell.

Lyn @wilty95

Yes, I started doing that last few weeks already thats why I have been missing from them.

Thanks. Nice to talk to you.

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Anonymous

Good for you!

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