I have been feeling horrible because of beng left alone when I needed him the most. Since the last time we spoke, I have been dealing with lots of illness and symptoms all over my body. Guess its due to stress I have no idea. I am gonna go under an operation on monday and I am still talking to him in my dreams. I wanna share everything that has been going on but then I know he doesnt want me in his life anymore. Hope sharing can make me feel better. 

No he was just pulling himself away. I asked him the reason, he didnt answer for days and then one day he told me he needs some space and that was the end🥺😔

Depression

Ok i need serious suggestions please.
So my mother found a guy for me to get marry to. I dont want to get marry right now. And yes, i can't convince my mother she don't listen to me. So i thought to text that guy to say no from his side. But i dont have proper words that how should i talk to him about this and do all this smoothly. I dont want my mother to know that i texted him😭. He lives in other country so the only way i can talk to him is over text or call. Please give me some good ideas how to do this  that he days no and dont tell my mother that i asked him to do so 😭. Thank u

Marriage

My bf never prioritize me.he talk to me when he feels lonely.when he have nobdoy to listen to his problems. but when in his happy days he forgets about me.we are in a long distance relationship.we studied in same college and are in relationship from 6 years.so all in these years when we were in college also he acted like this that always forget me in happy or celebration time.in college functions also he always was busy with dancing partying with others and left me alone and blamed me for this that you are antisocial.yes I'm a bit introvert but that doesn't mean that I'm completely antisocial.so overall he always shared his problems with me but never shared his happiness.thats why now I'm like this that whenever i want to calm my mind or find any happy memory I dont want to think about him.I also have many problems in my life but he always blame my family and me.and never listen to didn't give satisfactory comments about my problems.try to dominate me when I discuss any problem. I feel lonely sometime.now we both want to marry but I have fears that his attitude will not change and i will feel lonely even after marriage.

Love

I had a pretty bad breakup last year and and can't really let go of tht him. I don't get in contact with him but I can't get him out of my head. I feel so angry and overthink when ever he comes to my mind and I feel like everything around is triggering me. I don't know what to do. How should I let go of him from my mind. I tried to forgive him but it's not happening. ll ever come a time where things related to him ll stop triggering me.

Breakup

So I am in a situation: Right person ,wrong timing (I have been going thru a breakup which happened 1 year ago but Im still not healed even a bit) and now a guy came into my life chosen by my family...
Kya krun? 

3am Thoughts

i still miss him. everyday it gets worse and i just wanna know when will it end. i was with her today ofc bc she’s my best friend and my constant thoughts were “it’s so obvious now why everyone loves her more.” she’s so sweet and kind. i love her so much, she’s always been there for me. just sometimes i wonder, why does everyone have to pick her i mean, i get that she’s better than me but i just want one chance. just one. to prove who i actually am and to prove that i can be as good as her sometimes. people just need to give me time. and him, he gave me time, i told him my feelings. he understood my feelings completely and he still chose to leave. if i’m that bad why didn’t he tell me first. i know i need to let go of him but i just can’t and i don’t know why. i’m so scared to love or trust anyone now because of him so why can’t i let him go? why haven’t my feelings changed? i wish i wasn’t scared to love or trust people because, if i could just love someone that wasn’t him just for two seconds, then maybe. just maybe. i’ll be able to feel some real feelings. i’ve lost myself completely it’s like when i look in the mirror im not looking at a person, it’s like i’m looking at an empty shell that’s just been evacuated or something. i don’t know who i am anymore. 

How to broke up? 
He's having a lot of ego, he's so careless, he want to keep our relationship secret not private, he never apologize for his mistakes, he don't have any manner of speaking 
It's been 4 years we're together The only reason I'm with him is just because I love him & I think it's hard for me to forget him. Break up hurts me more than him. But I can't handle it anymore I'm so tired of him & he's never going to change his behavior 


Anxiety

Why is it so difficult to except reality? Why lies are so beautiful and feels so real? Why genuine feeling hurt at last why? Why it is so difficult to unlove some? All these questions kills me everyday. From last one year everyday i am crying while missing him . We were not even dating still  seeing him with someone else kills me . When u have childhood trauma and after that you fall for someone that that person doesn't love you back . It kills desire to be happy. He was first person who ever made me feel cared and protected.and now he is not a part of my life . He was not just my first love he was also like family to me . Why this hurts like hell . I want to die .

Why does he flirt with me and mentions his crush the next moment? 

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