I have become damm weird these days I am always happy and I chit chat with strangers only if they feel inclined 😂😂
I don’t feel hurt or sad and I don’t know why 
I guess because I know that I want to live a life full of happiness like I want to enjoy every moment in my own way 
I have to finish so many assignments study but it’s like I don’t feel stressed 
I have a crush on a guy and I talk to him often but if he don’t feel like talking or saying anything I don’t feel hurt or bad 
I feel like dancing and smiling all the time 
I have toxic ex who I talk to sometimes but I don’t feel bothered rather I help that guy out and joke around with that guy 
It’s like I have become a different person but in a good way 😂❤️

3am Thoughts

**Hello** **everyone** going through a lot, I don't know what's actually going on from past 20 years in my life. No, it's not only confusion but it's a pattern of sadness, trauma, deaths, restrictions, fakeness and much more. Yeah, I am alive and that's most difficult thing to do right now in my life i guess. I am even stressed to share my feelings freely as I really don't wanna stress the reader cause I know the reader is also a human being and no one wants to be sad right? I don't know what will I do going through so much and I am sooo muchh tired of all this !!! I don't wanna die, it would be really great if you can give one suggestion or just give some positive vibes. Really will mean a lot to me. Thanks for reading this far for me !! Love you !! God Bless you !! 

Depression

Backspaced all the long vent... I don't feel like even venting here now, this place also feels alone now which was the only go to place for me . _ .
 F**kkkkk I feel so alone. I want either to take my life god( if there is any) or just make me disappear from this world plzz. Maybe the creature did a mistake by making me a human. I am a f**king adultttttt god I don't want this life 

Mental Health

Hey! From past 1 month I'm going through a lot of trauma in my life.  I am feeling so unwell these days though all my reports are normal still I'm feeling like I'm about to die I'm so much afraid of the things there's so much weakness in my body these days due to stress . I wanna get back to normal I really need some help !!! I am thinking a lot I don't understand what's going on ? Is it the end of my life?

Stress

is it really okay being a sensitive person? i know it does not really bother people for being one but the problem is in me now. like i can cry so easily and i hate that but i can’t help it 

I am feeling so restless these days I don't know why actually I came back from trip day before yesterday and there I was so happy cause I got much time to spend in silence but here again so much noise all around and not able to adjust can anybody suggest me something 

Hey You People! 

Hope you all are doing good❤
Is it just me Or anyone else thinks that although work from home is great... It saves travelling time.. It's comfortable.. We have our family time.. Blah blah... But WFH is also so damn pathetic and stressful😖😖
Just cz we are at home doesn't mean we are available all the time. My working hrs are extending almost EVERYDAY. (9AM to 2AM) 
That too with very little breaks. I know I am overworking and I can't handle this anymore. 
(I don't want to lose my job too🥺 as I have already struggled almost 2 years to find one and getting one in IT is not that easy) 
I am soo mentally exhausted and tired all the time. I am skipping my meals and I haven't slept properly  in months now!!. Even though I am at home..I don't even get to talk to my family..such is the Work pressure here . I feel like crying all the time. Also I am working on weekends and we don't even get paid for overtime or incentives or anything like that. 
All I want to do is just throw away my laptop and phone and just go somewhere and be all alone😞


wanna end it all fr

I feel numb, I am irritated all day if someone calls my name, but want someone to just text me or call me and check up on me! I have been sleeping all day! The dream I thought was finally getting to its way has lost its track for the third time and I have lost all my courage for anything in life. Idk what to do or want anymore! I just feel like running away but don’t have the courage yet! 

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