I have backlog of 4 weeks by now. Gotta start studying but i feel so overwhelmed and stressed that I try to escape and procrastinate further. I hope i don't get addicted to this app and use it only for venting things. 

i am aware cuz i was addicted to one of such venting apps :'D

You should be careful not to get addicted it's a good choice 

Career

My exams are starting from 21 Feb but I m not Able to concentrate and study. What should I do then? 

3am Thoughts

Why am I not getting any motivation to study .... I've my boards and my syllabus is pending too😮‍💨

I scored 585 in my entrance but after normalisation they brought it down to 541 then after 50% reduction in eng they brought it down to 446.

Then there's another person who scored 496 then after normalisation 566 then again after increment (which didn't happen in my case) he scored 578 and finally after 50% reduction in eng he scored 505 (his original score in eng was 122 and i scored 200 which was brought down to 189 in my case and in his 146)

I'm feeling really anxious because the college i always wanted has only 30 seats for general and practically I'm out of competition seems like. I feel like killing myself because even after performing well being more deserving than some people they fucked up with my result. It hurts sm.

You wanna know what partiality is? Let me tell you what partiality is! 
I am a student of aligarh muslim University, I am pursuing my bachelor's in geology, we recently got our result of 2nd semester exam! We completed our 1st semester in online mode because of COVID and all that! So we started our offline classes from the second semester. Our semester was only for 2 months because our course was delayed so the university had to manage the time. So we had to study the whole syllabus of 6 months into 2 months then appear in the exam and if you conclude internal exams and assignments practical viva so we basically had one month to complete our entire syllabus, and let me tell you something I am not good with studies I am an average student always stay in middle but my friend circle is filled with the greatest minds. So the question was way too hard for every single one of us! We were already upset with the question papers because there was no mercy or any kind of sympathy! Anyways we saw our results today. And let me tell you 70% of the students have at least 2 backlogs in their results. But that's not the point where we should be concerned as you may  know (AMU)  is a Muslim University so they have different "culture" here there is no co-ed in any course the girls have their different campus, diffrent teachers diffrent everything! But somehow some of the students managed to leak out the results of girls( same course) same syllabus same question papers. Guess what not a single student has got a backlog I mean literally not a single one. I know you must be thinking because they are smart but we have talked to them they are as shocked as we are  from their results. There are alot more details that I can mention here but wouldn't do it because it will be  a disrespect to the university itself but yeah this is what we call partiality and it's all because of the politics to highlight the female power.. you are your own judge. Just wanted to share it out and as for me I have 1 backlog in which I was expecting to score the highest same case with all my friends. 

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow but my exams are starting from tomorrow:( 

Anxiety

Ugh. I'm so frustrated . I'm giving a very important exam next month. I'm supposed to be studying a minimum of 6 hours a day and for the past two weeks I haven't even been moving from my bed!! Barely doing 1 hour. It's putting me off so much. And I'm a person who makes a schedule, doesn't stick to it, gets frustrated that I couldn't stick to it and ends up ruining my entire day and defeats the whole purpose, which was studying. I'm worried. I know I need to study. But I just can't find the motivation to move. 

Exhausted

whenever i start studying i feel something is left behind like i am forgetting something which is to be done and then i get distarcted

Books

Hi  there
Really feeling  low today  couldn't get anything  done just my head feels numb and I have this big exam coming up and I am at home currently  trying  to study every day starts great but always ends really bad even now and been 10 days since  the preparation  holiday  start but couldn't get anything  done always starts great but I get in arguments w8th my family  members and there is no library  nearby to study  so have to do it at home no matter how much I try to have a good  study environment and really being  difficult  to just study  entire day without  interaction  with them so I can just do my work and not get tangled in  fights  and emotional  draining  my self  and headed ache and just  feeling  bad and angry all day due to these big argument 
Not many days left and the exam is really  important  and I need to use every minute that I have left

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