I have an exam tomorrow, but I'm heartbroken right now. I really can't stop crying for him

I mean, I cry because I love him so much 

All good? Feel free to share it. Because exam is more important. 

Crush


मैं हर क़दम पर सँभल सँभल कर भटकने वाला 
भटकने वालों से काफ़ी बेहतर भटक रहा हूँ।

Poetry

How is everyone feeling today?

Other

PMS is a thing which out of 10, 8 people show every month.
it includes cravings,bad mood etc etc
Before when my mood used to get bad before my periods I didn't know that it is PMS
Now every month i know that's not me that's my PMS.

Women Empowerment

How to make her miss me more ? 

Long Distance Relationship

We were friends.. at first i believed that he was bad news .. but my best friend became friends with him and.. she started liking him more than friends.. but for me.. i started warming up to the idea that he would be a real friend.. i mean we had endless meaningless conversations,  i thought i can talk to him anytime cuz believe me or not i did started trusting him.. but guess what he had to break it, i don't know how it works but after he got himself a girlfriend (who was our frenemy)  and slowly and gradually we lost all contact.. it broke me.. it was my fault that i avoided my intuition and became friends with him.. now trusting anybody even with friendship is difficult.. it feels like.. no one is going to be permanent and i hate it.. 
He changed me.. maybe i became a better version of myself.. i love myself but.. i can't trust and i feel like maybe we are friends now but someday i will lose them

Exhausted

It's been 445 days since I wrote my last journal and of course, so much stuff happened so I got my girl outfit I don't remember If I mentioned it in the previous 7 journals but yea I got a pink skirt and a hoodie which should've been oversized but the sleeves are short :D but anyway soo I felt really happy and danced the 1st day with it but the thigh highs got dirty and I trusted my mom to wash them and of course, she fucked them up now they have like black circles around but at least they look good on camera which is good enough for me UwU so more forward 7 months into my ship with "nyanners"(he was a stan) I broke up with him and he turned gay and then gave me a pic of him wow just when we broke up how nice but ey at least I am glad we broke up because he looks ugly unu -w- then I got pissed at all man and did a whole list why man are terrible then female's and I turned out transbian(lesbian) and now I got a girlfriend that I am going to visit this April oh and here are the exciting news *drum rolls* my mom agreed to take me to endocrinologist  but anyway I found my goal I want to be a web developer I want to learn JavaScript, HTML, CSS :3 I got my plans I want to go to the United Kingdom and study there and get my computer science even if life says fuck you in my face I'll keep trying and trying till I get my job and succeed because ... that's what true heroes do right *sighs*    BUT OFC here we go *stretches* oh girl this is going to be a long one  ofc with good news there is bad news as well so there Is this meme going around with a cat named Ankha which is an animal crossing or whatever the fuck I don't care Egyptian cat that they made a meme of on TikTok and no one told me what is it for every time I asked they were like "if you know you know if you don't you don't" and ofc curious shinni had to research it one day and I found it basically she was dimming a guy and I had to open PornHub to see it and I got dysphoric because my pp went up -w- and people even laughed at me for venting    Honestly, I am disappointed by humanity....

Boyfriend

Planning something 
Sometimes turn out to be plain and boring but 
Unexpected turn of events is so fun 

3am Thoughts

Do u believe love can happen more than once ? 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts