I have always been a good student throughout my school life. I scored very well in class 12 cbse and luckily got my name in Punjab University’s merit list(main campus). Being a part of this University(and ofcourse the city), was one of my most beautiful dreams.
But as a bad luck, I didn’t give myself a chance for further admission procedure, which means I couldn’t get myself into PU.
I have spent my nights regretting and realizing how can I let go one of my most btfl dreams.
Anyhow, my family knew about it. Still they couldn’t make my way to it due to some prsnl issues. And this fact haunts me up cz I have always got the best. I am a pass out student frm the city’s best school. It is well said ki qsmt bdlte wqt nhi lgta. Or shyd mre sth bhi yhi huaa. Till that time, we faced great financial losses.
This is why the game turned out.
And now i have to do my under graduation from my own city. I ain’t saying that university lacks anywhere. But my heart isn’t ready to accept what i am getting. I try to come out of this thought every single time, but at end, i get no way. It’s still in my mind and ig it’ll always be.
Today i was hanging out wth my cousins and bhua g. And all of a sudden, on my thoughtful reaction on a talk, bhua g appreciated me saying, haan tabhi y(me) tuk sbse aage h.
I didn’t speak anything. And my siblings couldn’t see themselves being underestimated. They laughed and said, 'toh kya bhua, y bhi to same unvrsty h, aage khaa se hmse"
I was again silent, i didn’t want to destroy the mood of any of us.
I am feeling likee how easily ppl make fun of you na. All this unvrsty thng hppnd in frnt of those siblings, and still they are laughing, seeing your condition, this is how they are supposed to react?
Like seriously?
Don’t they have a soul?
Wht do they get by hurting someone.
I don’t know why i am even blaming my parents like see wht you ppl did to me. Those thieves(yess, my siblings, they have done all the bad things, they steal money evn frk their own daddy’s purse) and you gave them an opportunity to speak all this to me!
It’s freaking intolerable. If I don’t say anything, why do they keep on popping their noses in my life?
Thanks for reading. I didn’t hv any other optn to express myself.
And ya, i am a little bad at expressing. Sry if the story got mixed. Thankyou.
Have a good day♡
It’s fine man. Best university ka matlab yeh ni ki tum best ho. And yes life takes unexpected turns at times but that’s always for good. Stop stressing yourself out. Look onto how you can make the best of the situation you’re in!
And cousins, relatives aise hi hote h yaar. Don’t worry! Your competition is w you and w no one else. All the besttt. :))
I ain’t saying ki that unvrsty is best. It was jst a part of my dream. It’s the vry frst thing jise mnee itnii shiddat s chaha tha. Just a dream, a beautiful one.
Btw thankyou. Sometimes we jst need some wrds that can heal us♡ thankyou so much.
You couldn’t get your UG from that University, but you can sure work hard get a job and complete your Master’s from that University… Life is never fair to anyone, but it’s wrong to complain about something that’s not in our control, for your story it can be seen that you enjoy being superior and better than the rest I am not saying it’s wrong to be that way but every thing needs to have a limite… So make this quality of your work !! Work harder than anyone get a job, help your parents and make them proud.
Thsi is the only hope making me work harder day by day🌈
Wht if i couldn’t get my studues done through that city. I can work for gtng a job there. Thankyou for making ne remember this♡
We forget to heal ourselves when someone is trying to destroy us. Means a lot.
