I have a strict routine to stick to and sometimes i slip up like today. I dont count calories I just have specific things i need to avoid eating, like starchy and sugary foods. Especially processed food. It's so hard to avoid because people are always offering it to me and i give in. I hate it. I have to decline more often but im stressed and hungry

Aditya Sahu

Body Dysmorphia

Lost my bestest friend to COVID second wave. He was charming, young, kind and a noble soul. Tried almost everything but was not not able to save him. Since then, have tried many things but not able to fill the void.

Anxiety

I think it's good to stay alone and lonely... If u know that u staying by side the most important person will keep getting hurt 

Friends

**morning reminder**
My mama always used to tell me if you can’t find something to live for, you best find something to die for.
—TUPAC
Each of us has a purpose on this beautiful earth. What we make of our lives and how we choose to fulfill it is up to us. What is most important is that you have a cause, something you believe in that lights up your life and connects you to your life’s purpose.
Goal: Find something in life that makes you get up in the morning, and keep on doing that. Stand up for the things you believe in...
- Demi Lovato

Mental Wellbeing

How do you guys manage breakups? I am broken asf

Breakup

So i have started skipping showers in summers aswell and i feek awful abiut myself cause it never happened before idk how I developed this habit

Any movie recommendations? 

Movies

Anyone of class 12th cbse commerce stream??

Exam

Hey , guys I just wanna share something with you . I had a friend . In my opinion she is toxic and dragging me down ,so I decided to avoid her . Cause she made it clear many times that she doesn't care about me except herself and her more toxic boyfriend who was also my friend at some point . She never took responsibility for anything , always acting like damsel in distress . Always asking help in the matters that associated with her father . Like I was always there to help her out , if she asks help even now , I will help but it's not for friendship. I will help her because I will get irritated by her words or else I ignore her . But it's only me who gives and she never helps in any situation .I don't know why I even associate with her . 
So , I was avoiding her since I went to college . I even didn't talk to her for 6 months . I didn't reply her messages . In mean time pandemic started . I was feeling lonely . I become so sad thinking that I may not have any soulmate or that kind of strong bonded friendship . I have friends , but not many . I am " quite and minding your own business" type , so I have a really small friend circle . I was feeling really low that time and I was trying to overcome that phase. Then again she texted me . After 2 days struggle , I replied . That I was in I don't care mode and I thought whatever comes in your way try taking advantage of it . Then again started msg, long conversations in phone . Then as usual started toxicity of her and there is also her boyfriend . So I decided to again avoid her and this time I am going to do nothing . I will not give proper reply , won't meet with her , avoid conversations . I really want her out of my life . 

She is like I don't like that she is so beautiful , don't be friends with her anymore . Like bitch this is my life , I can be with who I want . She also told me she became friends with me because she is more pretty than me so , when boys watch us , they will look at her more . There was a time I replied her msg properly , but she will be like you don't msg me why I have to msg you first . When I hang out with other friends , she called and started blaming that I always ignore her , I always hang out with other but never with her . She never told me to go out with her at that time . But whenever two of us go out , she will call her boyfriend and she will not give a glance towards me . Like what the hell , what I am , a toy ? She hates everybody who is better than her . She want to continue our friendship because I am ugly , avarage in studies , hair is in boycut and any other way worse than her . I think she is dragging me down . 
What you guys think about her ? What things I should do ? 
I am going to cut her off completely out off my life , despite of what other people say .

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