I have a proplem with a friendship as i get a internship to other country so i meet a girl that we loved each other for 6 month we travel together,eat,sleep even we get corona together but after the time of the internship end, everyone go back to his country so we start to make a long relationship and it hurt me after awhile we start to not understand each other she becomes not the person that i love and she want me to be just friend i try it but i can't forget her and it became awards when she told me some one in her country want to marry her and she told me (i want to be happy to her but i can't) what i have to do 😅

Relationships

Ok so this might controversial but... hating men isn't feminism. Shaming men for being short or not being strong isn't feminism. Trying to one up each other isn't feminism. We're trying to be equal guys, not shame each other. Also, men should be respected too. Touching men without their consent is just as bad. Men have feelings too and we should respect them. This goes both ways.

Feminism

हाथ खड़ा करो जिस जिसका प्रपोजल आज एक्सेप्ट या रिजेक्ट हुआ है। 

अगर रिजेक्टेड हो तो शर्माना मत क्योंकि में भी कभी रिजेक्ट हुआ था।

Love

I've this complain , why ppl sound extra sweet when we are talkin to comments when we connect, they talked cringe and behave like creep and ask for insta I'd 🤦🏻‍♂️ this platform is for helping other not for something else 

3am Thoughts

I really like one of my friends. We'll call him T.

Basically, we kissed a couple times about 3 years ago, but then we started dating other people. Time passed, he broke up with his ex, and about 5 months later I broke up with mine. 

He started chasing me a little bit, and we kissed a few more times, but i wasn't emotionally available since i was grieving my recently broken relationship. I think T realized that and stopped chasing me.

A few months later, when i was finally over my ex, i saw T at a friend's birthday, since we share the same friend group. I realized i liked him a lot. Shortly after that, i asked him to hang out and we ended up sleeping together for the first time. 

After that I was hoping he would text me and ask me to hang out again, but he didn't. I didn't text him either. But i assumed he didn't like me and nothing else would happen between us. We hung out a few times with the whole friend group and everything was fine, we basically pretended like nothing ever happened between us. But i never stopped liking him.

A few months later, we started talking via instagram and snapchat, but just like friends. One day we hung out with another friend, and i just felt something was different. T looked at me in a way he never did before. It was just a second, but i felt like time stopped. I thought maybe he did liked me.

One night we went out with the whole friend group, and he ended up walking me home. We talked and laughed a lot, he gave me his sweater and he hold my hand, which he never did before. We ended up sleeping together for the second time.

After that i was, once again, hoping he would text me and ask me to hang out, but he didn't. So about 2 weeks later, i told him that if he ever wanted to hang out with me he could just let me know. He told me he was busy with college but he would text me when he was free. He never did.

It's been almost two months since that. A few days ago i talked to one of my friends (which is also his friend) and told her about the whole situation. She told me T is really insecure and when someone (a girl) asks him to hang out he thinks that it's out of pity and that they don't really wanna see him. However i think i made myself very clear about wanting to see him. So I don't know if it's that or he just doesn't wanna see me. The thing is i thought that he didn't like me before, and i was clearly wrong. So I don't know what to do. I'm also a very shy and insecure person, so i don't know how to approach him without being annoying or looking desperate. But i really like him and wanna be with him (obviously i never told him that, and i don't think i'll ever will)

What do i do? do i ask him again to hang out? do i wait til he comes to me? do i straight up tell him i like him? do i move on cause "if he wanted to, he would"?

I really appreciate any advice, and thank you so much if you read the whole thing. Also i apologize if my english is bad, it's not my first language. Thanks again for reading my story, i hope at least you found it interesting. Have a good day <3











Crush

I don’t feel like my friends appreciate me. One time there was this really hard assignment and I took my the time out of my day to answer it so I could send the answers but when I did they just left it on seen and after a few minutes I said “a thank you would be nice” and they all said thank you and stuff. But when someone else from the group chat sends answers they’re all saying like “everyone say thank you to ******” like to everyone but not for me? Whenever I talk in the group chat I either get ignored or the topic changes. They only talk to me there when they need something. Even when I’m joking I feel like no one is laughing with me. They either reply with one sentence answers or nothing at all. It’s so awkward being around them even in call. Whenever they talk I don’t feel like I fit in so I just keep quiet. There was this one time that I just made friends with these 3 girls (who are now my closest friends) and they went to the bathroom to discuss something and I asked them if I could go in with them because if they had a secret I could keep it too. We already interacted a lot of times before that and they said I was nice but they pushed me back and told me to wait. I sat on the floor for minutes but then I realized how stupid I looked waiting for them so I left. I appreciate my friends I really do. They’ve been there for me when I needed help but sometimes I just can’t shake the fact that since day one I’ve been the one putting the effort and until now it hasn’t changed. I’m tired of it honestly but idk what to do.

Insecurity

Carnal apple, Woman filled, burning moon,
dark smell of seaweed, crush of mud and light,
what secret knowledge is clasped between your pillars?
What primal night does Man touch with his senses?
Ay, Love is a journey through waters and stars,
through suffocating air, sharp tempests of grain:
Love is a war of lightning,
and two bodies ruined by a single sweetness.
Kiss by kiss I cover your tiny infinity,
your margins, your rivers, your diminutive villages,
and a genital fire, transformed by delight,
slips through the narrow channels of blood
to precipitate a nocturnal carnation,
to be, and be nothing but light in the dark.

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