I have a mom who always copied what I say, I can't even have feelings but they do it every day, she said in front of everyone that "I never wanted to have kids" i just make me think maybe am just a mistake to be even born 

Emotional Abuse

Hey 
I am yet another victim of a long distance relationship. I love him so much but I feel I am unable to reciprocate my love towards him. I find it very difficult to express my feelings towards him through social media. I want to make him feel that I am there for him even if we are miles apart. 
We do try to spend our time watching movies together through different media platforms even if we have personal commitments. 
I feel I am unable to give my best to the relationship. Please help me out. 

Love

I am feeling miserable as always. When will this stop. I am sick and tired of myself and feeling this way it's been ages of living in this misery. When I think back in time I think I was always this way and nothing can change it ever again. 

Depression

Hi,

Can someone please guide me to a good budget-friendly therapist? I am looking for a therapist who can help deal with major panic attacks, can listen, can help deal with low self-confidence and depression bouts.

Thanks

I don't understand anything....I want to learn but any information won't register in my mind. What's wrong with me???

Anxiety

Under-confident and Confused

The rational part of my head understands very well that if a job opportunity comes my way I should take it and try my best to do it. 

I've been slacking way too much at my current job because of my very affected mental health and even though I don't take it for granted it feels like I am.

I'm tired of planning my work, scheduling my days and trying to be one percent better everyday and not achieving anything at the end. 

The second opportunity is a freelance opportunity I'm very much qualified for but in my head I'm thinking if I can't to do my one job just fine, should I even take up a responsibility that I may not be able to fulfill. 

I really wish I had the courage and energy to do both jobs. This is my time and age. If not now, when? 

But this fleeting time feels like such a burden and I'm burning out. 

I have been diagnosed with BPD, OCPD, Depression and Anxiety recently. 

Money Problems

"If the thought of her being with someone else doesn't haunt you, maybe you didn't love her enough."

Hallucination

I accidentally hurt my girlfriend during an argument, now she blocked me , I cannot contact her. I love her so much. I sent her sms that I regret my words. I am missing her so much. Pls help me. Will she come back?

Relationships

Recently, I got a friend request from a stranger on discord. Being someone whom is open for dms, I accepted it. It started of normally, she told me about herself. She's a closeted demigirl who's questioning their sexuality. I said I accepted that, and I myself was part of the LGBTQ+ community too. She said their parents were homophobic. Extremely and openly homophobic. I asked if she felt unsafe at home, because she told me she was 10.  She said she felt unsafe, so, I asked why she felt particularly unsafe.

She told me 'down there' hurt. I asked why, because Im genuinely worried. They said their father did it. I asked what he did. She said he stuck his private part up there, and there was a lot of glue looking stuff. I asked if she had her period yet, so I could see whether or not there was a possibility of her being y'know, pregnant. She said that they hadnt had their period in FOUR MONTHS. and that her father had been doing this for a long time. I asked if she had told their mom, she said she had. I asked why their mom didn't do anything. They said their mom thought she was lying. I asked why she didn't show her mom what their father had done. She said her mom didn't care. They told me they wanted to run away because nobody cares about her. In reply, I said I cared for them. It broke my heart. 

I told her she should call the police, it took some encouraging, but she did eventually. Their dad came into her room. Told the police it was a prank call. The police didn't do anything. Then, she told me their father hit them and hurt 'down there' again. I asked her to call the Sexual Abuse hotline. Again, it took some encouraging, but they eventually called. The personnel came to her house, and asked about it. Parents lied. 

She replied back to me, saying her father did it again and was very angry. I told her she should try and sleep. 

Little did I know, she was showing signs of pregnancy. She told me about it the next morning, saying her parents called her pig again because her tummy was big, even though they were on a diet. 

Her parents took her to the hospital today. I'm hoping she's not pregnant. They're only 10, and the abortion laws here in the U.S. I'm waiting for her to tell me the results, and what happened.

This is a lot for me to keep to myself. I didn't explain in detail very well either. All of this happened yesterday and today. I'm hoping she's ok. It's a lot for someone to handle, and it's extremely sickening. I'm trying to do research on how to help. If you have suggestions, please let me know.

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