I have a lot many to love, a d to receive love from. But I am not able to connect emotionally to anyone. Am I not appreciating the love they are showering me with? Or is ot just about a lot of feelings?

Sometimes i am not having the much energy that  to show them love back

Mental Health

I think the most unfair thing I see around is pretty privilege. If you are conveniently beautiful you are treated better , loved , you are given more opportunity and you can literally gain followers buy making just a 60 second video so why do we judge others who try to fit in by gain/lose weight or put filters on their face they just wanna be treated better and there is nothing wrong with that I am not promoting beauty standards but trying to say let’s stop judging others for trying to look pretty or without knowing their story everyone has their own insecurities about themselves. Let’s spread love ❤️ 

3am Thoughts

Bhot koshish ki hamne medu vada baanane ki nagar kambaqth Banta hi nahi woh jo center m whole karna hota h wo nahi ho pata 

Binge Eating

No energy. Need some motivation 

Motivation

It was supposed to be like this. I can hold myself and this will make sense tomorrow. I have to find my lost real self.

I’m not stupid ☹️

Hope this winter goes soon everytime winter approaches my luck also goes 
🤧🤧 Every winter my breakup happens 
I hate this time 😞
Is this only for me or for everyone ? 
Feeling lonely .  Anyone wanna share their feelings about love ? I would love to talk 

Breakup

I want to talk to my friends about my problems but I am worried they might think I am putting them down as we are more of a cheerful friend group and the kind of people who would laugh at almost anything. So I feel scared that if I were to talk about anything negative to them they would start not being friends with me, it has happened to me many times before. My friends are people that I can actually be myself around so to loose them because I wanted to just talk about somethings would just send me into an even worse sadness. I went to art therapy for almost a year, I quit it about 2 months ago, my therapist never got a word out of me for the first 6 weeks, I started to talk a bit but never about my feelings and whenever I drew or painted something it would be usually just of some characters of mine or from cartoons I enjoy. I like to watch children's shows so characters from Bluey and stuff like that, I do a little bit of age regressing but I only really do that through art or the stuff I watch. My friends sometimes say stuff about age regression being bad and stuff like that so that doesn't help either, but to be honest I think that's because of what our teacher said about it and how people have a major hatred for it.

 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐀 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐒/𝐇

I do s/h  and I honestly want someone to know that I know in real life and people that I can trust and I can trust my friends by 100%. We are usually asked to keep secrets alot actually, even by people who hardly know us so I know for a fact that I can trust them with that kind of thing. They could maybe even help me stop and support me maybe.

𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐀 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄

I have had a few online friends which I was so lucky to have, as they listened. In a way it was like group therapy but we were best friends. Sadly they are gone now some took their own lives and one was killed. My friends in real life do not know about it but I really do want to tell them as its hard not being able to say anything. As they were friends of mine two.

𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒

So if any of you know how I could start a conversation about anything or just even when it is a good time to I would appreciate it oh so oh so much like I can't even express how much I would appreciate it. Thank you.


I want to marry a girl who's rich and then do absolutely nothing in life

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