I have a friend out of town, back when he was in high school he always text/call me about everything like how was his feeling, tell me about his day etc. since august he went to study at universities abroad, we rarely communicate, because of the time difference and also he is busy studying. He never talks about himself again, I kinda miss him

Long Distance Relationship

I had a relationship and like he's my senior I mean he's the captain of our team but we ended it i still love him but now that i see he tells people we were never in a relationship and  i miss understood he always treated me as a friend but we even had sex and ofcouse we were and she approached me first telling me that i remind him of his first love 
Idk how to react and i felt my heart breaking into peices so i told him everything like it's been 6 months I didn't smiled the same and whatever in my mind i gave him my best wishes and blocked him :-(
Idk why he's being like this
And till yesterday he randomly called me talked to me video calls and all like wtf I'm justttt idk what to do how to react

Relationships

I broke up from my bf 2 months ago and I haven’t been very well since that day.I know that he loves me too but he doesn’t take a step forward to make the relationship work again.Sometimes I cry to sleep and other times I get angry because it was my first bf and he didn’t value that fact.I’m very respected in my community and I’m studying a good degree and a voice deep inside me tells me that I have better opportunities than him but my heart feels that it was made only for him.I don’t know which is the best decision .
To move on or to wait for him ?
I really feel very lonely and don’t know what to do

Breakup

I once dated this guy. He was nice and did things I liked. One day he kissed me out of the blue and next thing you know we are always hanging out with each other. Ive talked to him time to time before this but I just didn't know how to take this relationship. He never did ask me out or anything but I just assumed. This went on about a year. During this year he wanted to do stuff that I wasn't ready for. But he would often force himself on me. It was horrible. I didn't want this. Next thing I know was breaking it off. But he did not want this to end. He would text me day and night asking if we can back together and I did I gave him a second chance. Next thing you know he is showing up at my work trying to do inappropriate things. Thats when I finally ended it all. I blocked his number and blocked him on social media. After that whole relationship I was disgusted with myself. Mostly my body. I started not to take of myself and I was in depression for a while. Finally this week I started to take care of myself little by little. I still dont like myself but I am trying to learn.

Boyfriend

I have this friend who i met online. We have never met. We have chatted for nearly 3 years now. Sometimes i usedto block him bur he used to reach out through email or Instagram. Then we would resume talking. I was going through a hard time with moms death, academic failure and an abusive relationship.  He was kind of there to listen.( at some point he even admitted that he kind of had a crush)
Either way he is married to his long time girlfriend now and he still wamts to chat with me. Sometimes he wants to send me makeup and lingerie which i find very weird.
Also keeps talking about cross dressing and bisexuality. I feel pissed off. I dont know why. 
I just feel depleted after talkingvto him every time.

Friends

I texted this guy I like, hellow and how are you doing. He knows that I like him. I'm anxious if he'll reply or not. What if he thinks me to be a stalker or creep? 

😭 
A friend I met a year ago became more than friends. I tried to distance myself from him, I'm in a serious relationship and he has a girlfriend. I had to see him because of work for months. He was our delivery guy. He would find ways to get me to meet up with him after our store closed. Like, need to use my gym pass, etc. Everytime he would try to take advantage of me or ask me to buy him lunch or something. I didn't loan him money he wanted to fix his Audi and I wouldn't meet him most of the time when he asked. Last time he asked many questions about my relationship and asked what would my family think about him being black if we ever was to be a couple. That had never been discussed. Later, I felt again like he was using me, I messaged him and said I couldn't see him anymore but would always have his back and wanted to remain friends. He blocked me on FB. Next day, he called and said he never liked me and that he would never leave his gf for me. He blocked me so he wouldn't see me on messenger because it was too easy to reach out to me. He said I was cheap and he didn't like cheap girls. He then said it was because I wouldn't spend money. I bought him so many lunches and brought to him on his FedEx route because he said he was starving. I only caved to him a couple of times out of at least 50 times of seeing him. I tried to stay my distance from him because I was very attracted to him and I felt nothing good was going to come from it. I've never been a person to cheat and I really fell hard for who I thought he was. I feel so down in the dumps. I've always been confident and strong. Not sure how I let him get to me. He wanted me to buy him a new wardrobe so he could give his clothes to his uncle. He seems to have money. I told him no. I guess that makes me cheap 😔

03/03/23
How is everyone doing? 
Me? I'm doing fine. But, 
I think that sen and I has less conversation compared to those times when I approach and talk to him first. 
Sen is an alias of the boy I like. 
But then lately, he started talking to me. Just about some random stuffs, whatever came to mind. Then he said, he has someone he fancy.

One Sided Love

I have been planning a trip with my bf and his friends since past some time but he wasn’t able to leave his house due to some reason so we didn’t go. Now today he is going out on a trip with his friends without me cause the issues at his home are resolved but now I cannot go. So I told him this he said he feels sorry for not considering my feelings and making a plan he will not repeat it again. But he is going on the trip which is making me feel bad. I want to know if  he is right or not? 

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