I hate shit that's one sided.
It may be friendships or relationships...I hate it

Yes it does, specially when they only like you because you keep them "entertained" lmao

Mental Wellbeing

how do I defer real friends from imposters? genuinely, been mentally and emotionally tired for a few weeks...

Friends

I never had any true friends they all were mean to me . They used to use n throw me like a garbage 😭😢

Bullying

Thinking of my love everytime before sleep. 
Creating fictional stories .

3am Thoughts

I broke up with my boyfriend six months back. It was a toxic relationship and I wasn't myself in the last few months. I broke up and felt way better. However, all my friends supported him. They still do. All my friends and I still talk but I am not comfortable with the fact that they talk to my ex too and that they all hangout and there's nothing awkward between them. I love my friends and I have confronted them about this but they don't seem to understand and still talk to him. It bothers me very much

Relationships

sad feelings today , i mean i really kinda feel like no one really wants to talk to me in my college or class and just sort of ganged up against me making me feel guilty and everytime i try to overcome this , they show me like they are a better grp "without me" and this girl who is a friend(crush) of me is also behaving like she doesn't wants to talk to me and reduced the amount of chatting with me...please help😔

Overthinking

can i be real for a second? can i be sincere? can i be fucking earnest for one moment? nothing is more important than the human proclivity for storytelling.

Other

Just talked to my friends. I missed them and after hearing about the situations they’re in, I feel terrible. One is mentally great but physically doesn’t look good, one is physically good but mentally at the lowest levels at times, one became an alcoholic because of personal problems, one barely eats and got really skinny, one became ignored by everyone else because no one really told him about how he really makes others uncomfortable, one is an adult but could not handle them well, and one snuck cigarettes. My friends, what have they all become? I suddenly wanted to cry my eyes out. They’re all nice people but their surroundings are what made them into these individuals. I just want to give them a big warm hug. What can I do when I am abroad, studying, half of the world away? At the end of the day, they’re like my family. We take care of each other. We only studied in the same class for 3 years but it felt like decades since we’ve known each other. I don’t know what to do and I love them, I care for them deeply even if they were mean to me. Regardless, they’re people I can never hate. 

I was part of a small group where I made connections with them but with time the friend group expanded and I find it hard to make connections with them . Now I feel like I’m the least liked friend . 

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