I hate myself soo much that I am still in love with my ex. He treated me soo bad. Its been 16 months since he broke up with me and he is still my priority. And I was never his priority. He would choose some random person he met a day before to spend his time with over me. And I still leave everything that I am doing if he wants me to do something for him. He doesn’t give a fuck about me and still I am hopelessly in love with him. I still text him(desperate texts) and I get replies only sometimes. He texts me when he needs something from me. I met him almost after an year a few days ago because I wanted to see him and he met me because he wanted sex. I know he doesn’t love me, and doesn’t give a fuck about me and I know it’s not good for me to be stuck with him but I just can’t let him go. I was a person who never cried even in the extreme conditions and now this person makes me cry every time with his actions with his words and I feel so weak. I just wanna fucking move on and forget about him but I can’t.
Hey girl, you should know that you deserve something a lot better than this. It’s tough to acknowledge and I’m glad you did. Do you want to talk about it? Let’s connect and find a way out
Janmesh @janmesh
hey i can feel you! But here’s a thing you need to do first cut him off second try to do activities which makes you happy and third praise yourself for moving one step closer to moving on! lastly, ACCEPT he’s gone!
I have accepted that he is gone. I don’t want him back either. I just want to be a part of his life and want him to be a part of mine.
