I hate myself so much.. I mean, I have a few moments where I think I look good and stuff but then I look in the mirror and realise how much of a mistake I am.. My parents wish they had a smarter kid, my body has flaws and ugly, my face looks disgusting, my style looks like I got it from someone else, I’m definitely and ugly crier, I can’t seem to get my motivation to try doing something about it. 

I just wish I had the kind of life my friend has.. I get it, she also has problems but at least she’s smart, pretty, has friends...

Depression

Hope singlehandedly is one of the strongest factors than can
create magic🌺

Hope

One of my officemate is alone as in she is with other ofc buddies but from our frnds group no one is there with her today. My group has made me feel alone or ignored my existence most of the time. But I feel bad when this happens with them, like I don't want them to face that kind of loneliness. It's like when someone hurts me, I feel bad abt why that person is feeling like this, like I feel bad for that person who has hurt me several times and never have thought abt what I would have gone through bz of that behaviour. 😓

Overthinking

Spill some secrets !! 

Life

I’m losing touch with Emotions, I can’t feel anything again, I’m cold, quiet, lost, unhappy, and losing touch with everything. Do you ever think about suicide? This is going to be the fourth time I’m going to try, and i just hope i don’t fail. I have learnt so many ways to make it a success! 

3am Thoughts

So far so good. It's just the start of a really long weekend and i am still planning to make the most out of it. but the situation around me is so negative lately. Like if i have to put it into words, I am Aladdin flying on a carpet full of holes in it. My close relatives have been diagnosed with Covid and I really don't know how to tackle the situation properly I have my cell walls also pending and I'm feeling lazy altogether.😶

COVID-19

I really need help so if you’re reading this please reply.
My bf and I currently on a break, we didn’t decide a timeframe for how long the break would be. It’s been 4 days as of now. I realised a mistake of mine which initiated this topic of break and I really want to apologise for it before he decides to break up for good. At the same time, he told me he has doubts if he still loves me and isn’t sure if he wants to commit so he needs time to think it through. Should I wait for him to talk and then apologise or should I initiate the conversation? Since there’s no fixed time frame for the break I don’t know if I should wait or not. 

Relationships

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