I hate myself so much I can’t breath. I try and try and I just feel like I’m drowning and I have no chance of surviving. I just can’t anymore. I have given my all. I’m to broken. I’m unfixable. I can only think of hurting myself not and more.

You shouldn’t think like that 
Think positive na

Depression

It’s ok don’t discourage yourself. One day you’ll be loved and you’ll feel it

Anxiety

i don't know what to do i feel like throwing up i just ate and like i always end up throwing up after i eat because i feel disgusted by myself after i eat.

Bulimia Nervosa

After spending almost 26 years on this planet, I get a gf & within 2 weeks I hurt her, when I try to surprise her. I didnt know that my words would hurt her so much, but I did. Her words did hurt me as well, but I had hurt her as well and, she was just retaliating to my words. Now, I don't want to lose her, as I want to marry her, but I am constantly getting bad thoughts of getting dumped even after I know that she loves me. I don't know how to make up for it. Please help me everyone, I love her a lot & dont want to lose her.

Love

I am in relationship wid by bf for d last 4 yrs. Both of us love each other alot. In d frst yr we used to be very happy . We talk for hours and i was really very happy. In d 2nd yr he got a night duty in his job and i was in 9-6 job. Due to his job, as in working hours, ph was not allowed , we talked less . Maximum 10 mins a day but still i was not upset or i had any regret because we love each other alot. In d meanwhile , i started talking to one of my office staff who was my senior . I generally talked him just as a frnd. We mostly talk abt offc and little bit about family. Frst we used to chat on wapp and later on ph calls too. But that chats and ph calls were very normal.  One day he told me that he like me and after listening this i was very upset becz i am already engaged and he was even married and a father of 2yr old baby. For the next two or three days he was on leave . He tried to contact me and talked me but i ignored him. I told all dis to my bf and he told me to abuse him and i told him accordingly.when he came from his leave i was ignoring him. But i had to talk to him about work and after work we used to go home by same bus as our working hours was same. He texted me sorry messages and i thought he was genuinely sorry and we again started talking. But wid d tym i got attracted towards him too, even after knowing dat he is married and a father too. We go to offc together and coming back home together too. we used to do video calls and shared our pictures. Somehow i was knowing dat all this was totally wrong. But i never meant to increase problems in his married lyf.in short i was in not in anyway to make his lyf problematic. As earlier i have shared his no to my bf too. And one night when i and my offc staff were chatting , my bf come to know about dis. I cried a lot and promised him to not to talk to him again.but still we were chatting secretly. My bf lovs me alot so he told me to forget all dis
I understood all dat. But still  i was talking to him( offc staff). All this took a year and he got transferred to other place. Me and my bf have so many quarrels but he never left me. Always wid me. And after transfer i started to ignore him but i could not. I abuse him many times. Even i have blocked him but i often check his profile and see his dp and last seen. His wyf posts pictures wid him on fb and i thought he is very happy wid his wyf but my relation wid my bf lost dat charm. We still love each other alot. But our chat has slow down. Merely we talk 10 mins a day. And not much to talk. I cannot imagine my lyf wid him. On d other hand i am not able to forget him( offc staff). As i already said i chk his dp and all.i started thinking abt him . I really want to forget him and move on and live happily wid my bf as we are planning to get married next year.pls pls pls guide me .

Relationships

Feeling Borehhhhaaaaaddddd

Other

I've been trying to go on omegle and iam 20 years old but I can't, like whenever i try to join it say server not found, what should i do? is there anything that can be done?

I am here almost after an year. Anonymously expressing one's thought over here is something that sometimes bring peace to me.

Who all are still here?

3am Thoughts

Hi..I think I m a useless girl...I don't have any talent..I m not beautiful not intelligent ...also I m very poor...no one value me and no one gives me time ....I feel very bad 😭...I think I m in depression...my ex broke up with me few days ago...he just said that his feeling had changed ...he is very handsome and rich that's why he said u don't deserve me...I m totally broken...bt I want to do big in my life I want to earn more BT no one is with me for guide me ...I want to earn in crores ... could it be possible?... could my dreams be fulfilled??  

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