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Koko @theunicorn

I hate myself for feeling too much, for caring so much and guess what my name means expectations and that thing i mean expectations kills me everytime. I really hate myself for all of this and i know i might sound silly and crazy but going through severe depression, high functioning anxiety and OCD well that’s really drive me crazy and yes i can’t always fake a smile it’s too painful from inside !! I hate myself for feeling and caring so much for people and everything just drives me crazy and i have heard that people say let things go on take it easy but to be very honest dealing with severe depression from 15 years
is really not easy for me and i am toooo tired !!

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You need to stop being so hard on yourself - you are already struggling with life’s changes and other people’s expectations - beating yourself up about it is only going to make it worse. Feeling too much is pain in the ass, trust me I know, but it also means that you are much more empathetic and emotionally evolved and when it comes to it, you can be a great friend or loved one because your emotiond help you understand people better. Just try and change your perspective a little and you’ll see that for every disadvantage you have, you’ve got atleast 1, if not more, quality or strength that you need to appreciate yourself for. And other people’s expectations will stop weighing on you so heavily if you set and meet your own expectations from you.

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