I’m aware about the things i should be. But I’m not. I feel lile I’m deliberately making myself sad and pathetic.
Thanks:)
I know it’s destructive to self loathe but its become a coping mechanism.
Yes. I’m in this phase of growing up where like the real world is slowly creeping up on me. I’m blaming my past self. I have a lot of time on my hands to self analyse. The people around me are growing and i feel stuck. I feel like I’m not growing. Also i have very less friends. I used to have so many during school. I’m just in a really weird place with myself. I don’t know how to start fixing myself.
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I feel like I’ve missed out on so many important moments. Fuck covid.
Thank you so much on the advice. I feel like i. Don’t have many people to relate to yk. It’s just been me and my thoughts.
Thanks I’ll keep that in mind:)
Mee too
Join me in the pain brother.
Sansthita @sansthita
Ouch. I can’t even imagine how roughly life must have treated you that you feel so terrible. I can’t even imagine what you must be going through. But buddy, this will be better soon. You will make it. You have made it till here, you have come a long way. This world is hard and harsh, but you are damn string that despite going through so much you are still standing strong. Hang in there sweetie, you have got this. I am rooting for you to win this and I know some day you will rise above it all. I am manifesting love and positivity for you. Take care. Love and hugs
Thank you so much <3
Sansthita @sansthita
Love you sweetie. Take care and don’t be too harsh with yourself
