Why??
What happened??
I’m aware about the things i should be. But I’m not. I feel lile I’m deliberately making myself sad and pathetic.
If you know what is wrong …
You are a step ahead my friend …
You can always fix it
Cheer up
You know what hate is a really strong word … Don’t use it for anyone else or yourself buddy …
Thanks:)
I know it’s destructive to self loathe but its become a coping mechanism.
Wanna talk about what is bothering!?
Yes. I’m in this phase of growing up where like the real world is slowly creeping up on me. I’m blaming my past self. I have a lot of time on my hands to self analyse. The people around me are growing and i feel stuck. I feel like I’m not growing. Also i have very less friends. I used to have so many during school. I’m just in a really weird place with myself. I don’t know how to start fixing myself.
Okay …
First stop comparing with others (easy to say hard to follow I know 😅) …
So you are worried about missing out …
Start learning a skill … Related to your carear or something you are interested in …
It will definitely help you in a positive perspective of yourself …
What is your age ? If you don’t mind me asking
18
About friends part …
As life goes forward number of friends decrease … So don’t bother about number just see that you have true friends by your side …
Lockdown is another main reason people are not making enough friends in college …
I feel like I’ve missed out on so many important moments. Fuck covid.
Thank you so much on the advice. I feel like i. Don’t have many people to relate to yk. It’s just been me and my thoughts.
You really have …
But we have to deal with it … And move forward
Stay strong and try counting your blessings too …
Thanks I’ll keep that in mind:)
Mee too
Join me in the pain brother.
Sansthita @sansthita
Ouch. I can’t even imagine how roughly life must have treated you that you feel so terrible. I can’t even imagine what you must be going through. But buddy, this will be better soon. You will make it. You have made it till here, you have come a long way. This world is hard and harsh, but you are damn string that despite going through so much you are still standing strong. Hang in there sweetie, you have got this. I am rooting for you to win this and I know some day you will rise above it all. I am manifesting love and positivity for you. Take care. Love and hugs
Thank you so much <3
Sansthita @sansthita
Love you sweetie. Take care and don’t be too harsh with yourself
