Please help me.. 
I didn't have somebody to hear... 
I'm broken home

I hate my father. I hate my family too. 

Breakup

I hope when I'm an adult I never have to look my dad in the face again

Family

My bf lacks accountability of anything
 I mean taking responsibility when anything goes wrong and taking it withna pinch of salt. 

He behaved so dumb or under communicative about something and then he got so aggressive
And triggered me. I didn't react.. But within me got triggered.. The striking similarity between him and my passive aggressive dad, both with poor crisis or situation al management abilities and lacking patienceand bf started driving so so fast .. The car.. He got angst and drove so fast... I felt really scared. Within. The fear of passive aggression and felt so triggered. 
 So I feel triggered. , he doesn't realize doesn't care. 
Moreso bcoz I have a trigger of so much anger from my dad m Mom too. 
I hope I feel better. And find peace. 

Other

i hate my father,i know it may be a bit rude for me to say this but he is horrible,why would someone humiliate his daugter in front of his friends just bc.she did not hear him calling her,he callnig her a stupid,cow or even a bit*h,i just cant bc.this is not the first time...

Now&Me Feedback

Hi, I am trying this for the first time so I would be really grateful to have someone genuinely answering/suggesting ways to handle it.

I got married in feb 2020 to an NRI and due to pandemic we had to stay apart for more than a year. During that time my father in law troubled me a lot by picking on petty issues and it used to turn into heated arguments. I hated that alot as I do have anger issues. Its hard for me to cope with it. Already stressed due to the circumstances outside and having no job I had to get through it. Until one day when my father in law got so furious at the most pettiest thing and he came on to hit me(almost)saying, "I will Kill you!"
Fortunately my mother in law and sister in law came and stopped him or I cant imagine what would have happened that day. I shared this with my husband and he didn't talk to his father for days. Till date my father in law hasn't apologized but for my own mental peace, I decided to forgive him. Things are okay with him now(at least seems to be), but I feel I am deeply scarred by it. I still get goosebumps when that night goes on like a flash in my mind over and over again. 
I have left the country 2 months ago and finally got to stay with my husband. And believe me, I prayed a LOT for this day to come. I am very grateful for being with my husband but since I have come here we already fought twice and while arguing I always come up with- "Please dont be like your father or this is not going to work between us" 
I lashed out on him on a petty issue and now I feel guilty for making him suffer for his father's mistake. 
Can someone please help me? HOW should I handle this?
I LOVE MY HUSBAND and I really dont want to hurt him. After all He is the answer to all my prayers.

Marriage

my father hates me. he never ever appreciates me or my work. all he does is find faults in me. EVERYTIME. 

What would you do if you come to know that your parent is cheating on his/her partner? I mean of you find your mom cheating on your dad or vice versa? Talking is not a solution. It happens every time and no doors are opened! It's the same always!

Parenting

Trigger warning! I'm literally out right now cause my dad yelled at me.😃He has issues with his siblings and then he express his anger towards me and my family. I won't accept another stupid apology from him! I won't go home tonight,I'll see my uncle. I want him to see what he had done to me. I also need him tho for money. FML.

Anger Issues

It feels like the worst nightmare ever. My mother wanted to get a tattoo but my father insisted not to. But the second time she joked about it he did not deny. So she asked him to come home and make it. I was in shower. And the moment he arrived my father started shouting on both of them(my mother and tattoo artist) and they started arguing with my dad screaming on top of his lungs. I was praying in the washroom I could die at the moment. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t live among people who keep on shouting on each other all the time. And no one respects what the other says. He did not stop shouting he was even about to hit her he was so angry. I came out and tried to calm them down but they did not care they started shouting at me. I wish things could get better. My father then forced my mother to get that tattoo or he’ll kill himself. He felt so disrespected. And I feel done. I can’t take it anymore. 

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