i hate just myself so much. I’m so bored with life and i hate my thoughts, they make me unsatisfied with everything. I hate being in my own head and I just don’t know how to make myself happier. My whole family has struggled with depression, I guess I’m taking after them
First thing first love yourself everything fall in place,I’ve been through this I can feel you but none can help you better than yourself just starting be with you, you’ll get best.
I inherited it too and it’s sometimes a daily battle- it’s really hard to do yourself- you need support- whether it’s medication and some kind of group to talk to others it helps to realize others struggle to- and you don’t have to be alone- even religion helps your never alone